JUN | get out of my life, let me sleep at night

I've never told anyone this

Even my closest of friends

But this one

Can never be told

It's embarrassing

It's shameful

It's pathetic

If I let you go why am I still here?

I continue to ask myself what am I trying to find

What am I even looking for

Why can't I let this go

So I made one

To observe covertly

Discretely

I still remain in your life

Indirectly

You just don't know it

And I guess

I don't know it either

I see what you're doing

And I see what she's doing

Is there a correlation?

Why do I love hurting myself?

It's you that I am drawn into

Drawn into the danger

Drawn into the pain

Could I ever get away from you?

Will I ever really go?

Maybe it's me haunting you

Not you

Haunting me

- I can't get away