Side Chapter: Dreams?

1st August 2008

***So-Young POV***

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It all started about a month ago. I haven't had a wink of sleep. Sleep: Something I considered a natural thing now seemed like a luxury. Every time I fell into a deep sleep, the nightmares would start. I cannot remember them clearly, only some vague images are retained.

A girl who kept running. Running away from something big. Something scary. And she never stopped. I could still feel my heart beating fast from yesterday's nightmare.

No one knows about my condition. It's better that way. The tour is two weeks away. We cannot afford any setbacks. I... I can handle this! I think I'm just anxious and stressed. Once the tour is over, I'll be normal again. I hope so...

And I feel like I am forgetting something. Something important. Something that defines me and my existance. I feel the emotion, but have no memory of where the emotion stems from. My memories of my past life seem... blurry. It's hard to believe that I had another life.

Its almost as if someone is trying to make me forget

AHHH!!

My headache is starting again!! What was I thinking about before? I can't seem to remember...

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