Chapter five

LaVonne was still crying, her face wet from her tear covering her face and Hiccupping uncontrollably like a small child. She would hate herself secretly, showing her weakness like this to anyone but her lover. However, who can I run to now that she is dead? She is gone; the love I been loving is dead. The words would slowly circle in her head. Mentally falling in a pit of despair, her body would tremble as her fingers tips would turn cold. She felt empty and numb all at once. Hermione would be mumble something in her ear from time to time; however, she wouldn't be able to hear it. The hunger that was reminding her that she was human would silence as her mental abuse to herself would spiral out of control in her head her tears would flow heavy again. " its all my fault...it always my fault."

Hermione would hear a soft voice, almost a whisper she would listen to LaVonne blame herself as she would feel that her shirt would get damp in sweat and tears again. " No, it's not !" she was not having her blame herself. Turning to face her, Hermione could see the blank stare in her face. Hermonie could see her skin had turned pale as she felt her fingers grew cold. Her eyes would give a fair away stare. Worried that her friend might have become sick, placing her head on LaVonne's forehead trying to detect a fever. Not feeling any she would try to get her attention, she would softly at first shake her, then out of frustration, she would shake her harder. " Hey! "yelling to get LaVonne's attention and achieved her goal. Softing her voice, looking at her with apologetic eyes, "The things that happen that day, They are not your fault!" her voice would rise slightly " I need you to understand that Bonnie's death is not your fault, You could have not and would not have stopped that monster right away the way you did that day! nothing was your fault; love doesn't blame yourself, never blame yourself." A small tear would escape her eye."She wouldn't want you to hurt yourself or blame yourself, don't for her sake, don't do that."

Hermione's voice would crack almost pleading to her, not hiding her mournful voice, "don't do that to yourself please." touching LaVonne pale face softly; " you not alone, sweetie don't ever feel that way." Embracing in a hug, she could feel her shaking would slowly stop, and her hiccups softly would stop. " you promise not to hate me?" a small voice was slightly muffled on her shoulder. " yes I promise." she would reply without hesitation. She would smile, getting up from the bed. LaVonne would rub her eyes, turning them red a little, but she was able to smile a little as she would sniffle. A low grumble that would turn into a loud growl that would come from LaVonne's stomach.

They both would let out a laugh. " looks like you have come back to your real self" Hermione said " lay down, and ill get you something wet not solid food yet" In full displeasure, a long exaggerated sigh or a grunt came out of Lavonne "UGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHH! Why I don't wanna!" laughing more Hermione even snorted a little. "yea, it's good to see you back. However, you have been out cold for about a week and a half. I know your body can't handle any solid food. your lucky I don't hook you up to a food drip honestly." Coving her month, then placing a hand on her chest. " Wile, I never! the audacity of the thought I demand food for my reparations!" Letting it out another laugh, " What reparations lady, as far as I concerned, I need my reparations from you."Giving an exaggerated gasp face," From what!" LaVonne's voice would hitch in a high voice. " For making me deal with my ex harraging me to wake you up, that's what."

They both would laugh again as a thought would hit Hermione. Her tone would change onto a serious one" Honestly LaVonne; I would like you to remain or at least pretend to be still in a coma for a bit longer. As you recover, I want to help you; remember; however, I don't want you have rushed recovery by that ass hole, you know." Lavonne would think over on what she said and replayed softly also in a severe tone, " So they are combing through everyone I guess trying to get any information that they can right?" Hermione would nod glad that her friend was smarter then she looked. It's easy not to spell out the grim reality to her last friend. "I want you to fully recover just in case something bad happens you can move or defend yourself in any situation understand?" Letting out a sigh, LaVonn would look at her. " How bad is the world now as I have gotten to live a sleeping beauty fairy tale. Well, somewhat, I never did get that kiss.

Letting out a laugh shaking her head, Hermione would sigh. " Right now, its nothing but a rumor, but as you know, anything could be true at this point." She would slowly start to pace Back and forth from the length of the hospital bed. "There is talk that some people that woken up or recovered from the 132 people that lived from the attacked are going missing." LaVonne's head would tilt slightly," Are you sure? maybe that they checked out and gotten discharged home." Hermione would stop her pacing holding her hands behind her back; without looking at LaVonne," That what I thought myself because it seemed only natural that you would go home after that, but I had to sign off and keep count on who stayed and who has gone." LaVonne would node and asked," So what was the big issue that gotten you panties in a twist?" Turning to LaVonne's face, that's the thing honey all the files were gone. There was no record that any of them even entered the hospital. everything just has gone, and I don't want that happening to you, you hear."

The shock would ratter her body, and a little numbness would stiffing LaVonne's body. She would process what she had been told. They are going missing one by one, and that's not the scary part. She knows that everyone that day was not even meant to ever service that attack if people would go missing. People wouldn't even blink an eye honestly. They would most likely think that people were either dying off from shock or injury or Dishonarble discharging themself from the military altogether. So if they are getting kidnap it would be under the perfect cover of miss information. " this is fucked up and scary, but I understand that they would want me for information as well but what happened to the people they did get a hold of? Do you know?" With a sad face, Hermoine would look back at her. " From what I have gathered, most of them have died. Some bodies were found scattered around the hospital zone." frustration would ring up her spine, or was it anger " Who's killing The survivors? Who is killing us?" LaVonne had daman, and Hermonie would reply, " I don't know." she said sadly repeating in a softer voice " I just don't know."