I've Already Made Up My Mind

"What? Are you serious? You must be kidding right?" Lan Ling's eyes rounded with shock as he heard the "so called plan" of Xiao Yang.

"Bro I'm serious, you know me well so you must know that I'm not kidding this time and you also know that once I made my decision no one can ever change my mind." Xiao Yang said seriously.

Seeing his reaction, Lan Ling was convinced but he still had a doubt.

"I know that your taking this matter seriously but do you think that this is really possible and your plan will work well? What if something goes wrong". Lan Ling asked worriedly.

"I know your worried about me but I have thought about it many times and I believed it's indeed possible." Xiao Yang answered.

"Now tell me how will it be possible, how sure are you that no one will be able to recognized you? Sure you can change your appearance but your true fans will be able to recognize you immediately. It will be a piece of cake for them since you have already done different style for your shows and commercials. They will totally doubt the authenticity of your disguise." Lan Ling retorted.

"Of course I know about it already. I already thought about the possible consequences and the details of my disguise. That's why it's not just a simple disguise, I plan to disguise myself as my sister. You know were twins so we really resemble each other and no one knows about her expect for you. I know many people will still point it out that " it might be Xiao Yang disguising himself as a girl" but they will not doubt me if I can show them evidence and if I can prove to them that Xiao Lu really do exist." Xiao Yang said.

Thinking about Xiao Lu makes him sad, it's been 5 years since she passed away because of heart condition but she still misses her so much.

"Are you insane? Except for the fact that disguising yourself as a girl is difficult, how can you possibly go on with your act without being caught?" Lan Ling asked, he was very surprised with this absurd idea. When he first heard of Xiao Yang's plan he only thought that he will just change his hairstyle and add something in his face but to his surprise Xiao Yang is willing to turn himself into a girl.

"I think can manage being a girl, as an artist one of essential characteristics we must possessed is being versatile and I have acted several roles, I believed I can put on a good act. And as long as you help me out I think we will succeed." Xiao Yang said it as if he treats this matter as acting a role in a movie the only difference is that what he will be doing is a real life situation, no cameras, no directors and no script.

"What do you want to achieved that you are willing to take so much risk and undergo this hardship? Isn't it much better if we just admit the truth to the public? I'm sure they will be happy and will rise your popularity." Lan Ling just cannot understand what's running on Xiao Yang's mind.

"To tell you honestly bro, at first I really like the attention that I'm getting until before yesterday but I have dreamt of my family last night, those times when we were complete and happy then I realized how much I really missed those times. How I wished I could go back to those times but I know that wouldn't be possible. But after I heard the news today, I felt like I was given another chance, the chance to regain my freedom, I know it sounds crazy but living the life where everyone monitors your every move sometimes feel so suffocating. Yes, it's my dream to become an artist and who I am right now and I know I would be wasting so much opportunity but I want to live my life the way I want to be, I don't want to have regrets and I want to regain my freedom again. I may be selfish and I may regret this decision later but I already made up my mind so I hope atleast you, can understand me." Xiao Yang answered honestly, all this time he was so lonely, without family members he was always alone at home if not for his manager and Stardust he will be so lonely. Now he wants to use this time to meet new people and create friendship.

Hearing this heartfelt confession, Lan Ling cannot help but to cry. All this years, they have been together but he doesn't know until now what Xiao Yang really felt. He felt sad for him and understand him so in the end he agreed to this plan. "Okay fine, I understand you, tell me how can I help?"

Hearing that Xiao Yang smiled brightly and said "Thanks bro, I know I really count on you. So, I want to go to school and study again. I plan to continue on what year my sister stop and I need you to come with me. In that manner I can have someone who can support my alibi and since we're childhood friends you know many things about me and my sister. Oh by the way you don't need to change your gender, just change your hairstyle and remove your glasses, you'll definitely look great. I bet no one will be able to recognized you. And you can use your real identity." Indeed what Xiao Yang said is true, Lan Ling is good looking but because he always wear glasses and his bangs covered his entire forehead no one appreciates his looks and didn't know what he truly looks like. As for his real identity, he was adopted by Xiao Yang's parents when he was 5 years old. He was wandering in the streets when he met Xiao Yang's parents and because of their kind heart they decided to take care of him even though they were not rich. Still they cannot left a poor boy in the streets. His real name was Xu Yuan but Xiao Yang's parents gave him a new name which is Lan Ling. To complete their plan he need to use his real name from now on.

"Okay fine, if that's what you want. I will arrange our papers and enrollment form so we can go to school immediately." Lan Ling said, now we should call him Xu Yuan.

"Thanks Yuan, its been so long since I last call you by this name."

After their talk, Yuan went home and start to work on their papers. He decided to enroll in S university, the third tier school in the city.