I walked to school, it was the same old boring routine. I saw a newspaper on my way to school it read " Senator Tom "Fuck" found in an office with a male mistress, pays for male mistress with taxpayer dollars".
Our Senators name was Tom Buck, I only liked him because he made school food good and unhealthy. He had a wife Polly Pickets, the newspaper had a quote from her after the whole incident " I will choose to stay with my husband after 12 years of marriage, this incident is false".
They showed a picture of the senator putting his pants back on while the male mistress was in the background, face cut out. I bet she only stayed with him because he had some huge title or money or something, how terribly terrific. Anyways, I hated a woman like that you'll be in a loveless marriage for a good reputation or for the money, just get a damn sugar daddy for fuckssake. I finally reached school. Every thought that popped up changed to that male prostitute, I bit my lip just thinking about it. I only slept with him because I was confused, I've known this girl since I was 13, we kissed a few days ago and I felt a lot for her but those feelings were confusing. I stopped in my tracks before arriving at the school gate. I suddenly didn't want to go that day. I walked to the park and saw Kisara on the swings, why did I choose to get confused over an 18-year-old dropout?
She stared at me with a smile on her face "I was thinking all night, let's stay friends and take it slow".
"Sure", I grabbed a swing right next to her. I watched her swing with her curly golden hair flowing in the wind, she wore this stupid crop top it was dark blue with some singular sunflower on it, and she was almost as pale as a mannequin. I saw my reflection on the pole, I just saw some semi-skinny bitch staring back at me with a vanilla-like complexion with black bangs and a ponytail wearing some edgy eyeliner and mascara, also wearing some light blue hoody and baggy black pants, her eyes were as green as algae. Kisara stared at me as I leaned against the pole "You smell like cologne".
"Are you sure you aren't smelling your Axe deodorant?", I spoke.
She stared at me and giggled "I'm a whole 6 inches taller than you, I don't think you could smell it even if you tried ya little midget". I laughed "Fine, ya caught me". She stopped swinging and raised a brow " You kissed someone?", she guessed. I shook my head no. She looked as if she was in deep thought "You... fucked someone?"
I nodded hesitantly not sure how she'd react. "Who?", she asked. "No one you know, I just wanted to hook up with someone?"
"That's not like you", she looked concerned.
"I just felt like it", I spoke.
"Just because you were confused?", she asked.
"I needed to figure something out... and I did".
She now sat completely still on the swings "Well what was it", she sounded afraid.
"I like guys physically, maybe emotionally, but I know I definitely like the physical affection. But I like girls emotionally I think, I don't know about physically.... that's why I did what I did".
She stared at me "Okay."
There was a brief silence "I want to meet him".
She stood up and looked me in the eyes.
"I have no idea where he is or who he is, it was a one time thing".
I looked at her and smiled so she wouldn't be mad. She looked as if she accepted my answer since she sat back down on the swings. "Do you still need rent for your apartment?", she asked me.
"A bit, yeah, but I'll find a way to make some-"
"Here".
She pulled out about twenty 100 dollar bills.
"I- Thank you", I tried not to smile out of excitement.
She extended her hand out to give me the money but pulled it away as soon as I reached for it "I'll give it to you on one condition".
"What?"
"I don't want you seeing this guy ever again".