Forgive Me

I got to know a lot of the guys who lived in the mansion, there weren't many but there were always so many people in the house.

They were all pretty cool people, and we got along well so I got comfortable living there more.

It was finally the night before the initiation, i looked at myself in the mirror and realized how much i changed physically, in just two weeks i lost a few pounds but i didn't really recognize myself.

I had just showered when I heard a knock at the door, when I opened it, I saw Angel. He reeked of alcohol so I led him to his room, "Angel go to bed." I said, as I helped him inside, and I helped him sit on his bed and sighed.

"You okay?" I ask him as he lays down and looks up at the ceiling, after a while he shakes his head. "Forgive me." he says.

I didn't want to hear it so I started walking to the door but he quickly ran and grabbed my arm. "Please, I didn't mean it!" he said.

I look up at him, "then why did you still say it? Why did you say all of those things?" He pulled on my arm and I let him lead me to the bed and we sat there.

"I lost someone really special to me a few years ago. So I promised to stay away from anyone who got close to me."

I didn't get it, me and him weren't even close.