Chapter 4 pt 2

LILY'S POV

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"If you were planning on making me feel guilty then you fucking succeeded in your mission." The voice said. I tried to open my eyes but I couldn't. Come on Lily open your eyes. My inner voice told me. The person let go of my hand and got up from the chair.

"Hey Lily I wanted you to know that-. Actually I don't really know what I wanted to say other than sorry and that you don't deserve this. I'm so sorry Lily." I heard Luke say while crying. He took hold of my hand and entwined our fingers together. Wake up Lily! Tell them not to worry! Tell them that your fine! My voice yelled at me.

I heard the chair being pushes back and I feel Luke get up from the chair. "I love you Lily." Luke said and kissed my forehead. I tried to open my eyes again, but they weren't doing what I wanted them to do, and I want them to fucking open!

I felt the warmth of Luke's hand leave mine. I heard the door open and I heard someone go out. "Lily Crimson don't you dare tell anyone what I'm gonna do." The voice from earlier said and I felt soft lips go onto my cheeks and I fee electricity course through my body. "I really am sorry Lily. I truly am sorry, and I hope you forgive me." The voice said and kissed my forehead.

I heard the door open again and heard foot steps walk away from where I was. Wait where am I? I tried to open my eyes again but same as last time it obviously worked. Note the sarcasm in my voice.

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I opened my eyes and they FINALLY opened. I blink twice trying to find out where the hell I was. I say up and my ribs hurt so fucking much! I groaned in pain and clutched at my ribs. "Ow fucking hell!" I groaned out in pain.

I looked at all the wires and tubes that were connected to my arms. "Why the fuck are there so many tubes in my arms? And where the hell am I?" I muttered to myself.

I started yanking at the tubes and pulled out this noisy one and something started beeping. I covered my ears and groaned in frustration. The door burst open and Luke entered along with another guy who may I say was fucking hot!

I heard them gasp and looked so worried but at the same time relieved. "Hi Luke..and hi other person. So I know you?" I asked and tilted my head in confusion.

Luke came and rushed towards me and hugged me tightly and started placing kisses on my face and head. "Luke stop your killing me." I said while giggling. "Oh shit sorry. Don't move let me check you. Are you ok?" He asked and started checking me for injuries.

I laughed at his mother hen mode and shook my head while chuckling. I turned and looked past Luke and saw a God! A mother fucking Greek god! He was so hot!! Omg I think I'm gonna pass out. I smiled kindly at him. "Hi. Do I know you from somewhere?" I asked with a smile. "Oh shit sorry my bad..umm my name is Lily Crimson." I said and smiled kindly.

The guy gasped and froze in his position. Luke stopped checking me for injuries and looked at me like I just said My name is Lily Crimson and I like having sex every three times a day.

"Lily are you asking who this is?" Luke asked in confusion. I nodded my head and started at the God before me. He started laughing hysterically and wiped his tears. "So you don't know me at all?" He asked with amusement but it didn't reach his eyes.

"Am I supposed to?" I ask and tilt my head trying to scan my mind for his face and how I know him. Then I realize who he is. "Oh my gosh your Jason Collins, that really famous model." I say excited. His face falls when I call him a model, but just smirks instead.

"Ok since she doesn't know me I'm gonna step outside and wait for you guys." He says while smirking, but same as last time it doesn't touch his eyes. Then suddenly an image of him carrying me comes to me. "He saved me." I mumble to myself. "Wait!" I yell at the God and he stops just as he's about to get out.

"Help me Luke?" I ask with puppy dog eyes. He sighs in defeat and helps me remove the tubes and wires. I stand up with Luke's help and walk over to Jason Collins. I tapped on his strong shoulder and he turned around to face me.

Without even thinking I wrap my arms around his neck and feel him tense from my touch, but soon wraps his arms around my waist and puts his head in the crook of my neck and his hot breath makes me have tingles.

"Thank you." I whisper. His nose rubs against my neck and it sends shivers down my spine. "For what?" He asks in the same whispering tone. "For saving me. I don't really remember how I got here or why I'm here but I remember you carrying me. So I wanted to say thank you." I say honestly. He tenses up and pulls me towards him more and snuggles into me more.

His lips touch my neck and his breath sends pleasant shivers down my spine. "It's my fault that your here." He says in a guilty tone. "I'm sorry for what I did to you.'' He says in a whisper. "It's fine, what matters is that you ended up saving me in the end." I said while smiling.

We stay in this position till we hear Luke clear his throat. I instantly pull away from him and blush like a mad woman. "So you guys are done?" Luke asks with amusement. I look at my bare feet and they suddenly become the most interesting thing in the world.

"Lily una mpenda?" Luke asks me and I snap my head to his direction. "Shut up! I never said anything like that." I grumble at him. "You didn't have to baby. I know it with out a doubt." He says with amusement. "Just admit it. He won't ever find out." Luke says and looks at Jason. Jason raises a questioning brow and I instantly turn as red as a tomato. (Lily do you like him?)

Jason puts a hand on my head and says. "You ok Crimson? You look really red." Luke bursts into laughter and I turn around and glare at him. "Yeah lil you look kinda red, so you have a fever?" He asks while snickering. I flip him off and go sit on the bed and sulk.

Luke laughs even harder and starts coughing. When he starts coughing I look at him and laugh but instantly wince in pain. Luke stops coughing and looks at me with sympathy. I sigh and roll my eyes.

"Wait aren't doctors supposed to rush in when a patient's thingy mabob starts beeping signaling that the patient is dead?" Luke asks in wonder. Just then doctors rush in. I look at one of them and he has chocolate crumbs on the side of his lips. I burst out laughing and clutch at my ribs in pain as the boys join me making me laugh even harder increasing the pain. "What's so funny?" A doctor asks while grazing at us in confusion.

"So how were your cookies?" I ask the doctors. They start laughing and the one with the crumbs starts rubbing his lips. I chuckle and start coughing in pain. "Here let me help you." A male nurse says and comes to my side. He puts a hand on my chest and the other hand on my neck. I don't know what he does but I stop coughing and the pain goes away.

I smile at him and he looks about out age. "Can I ask your age?" I ask him. He chuckles answers " I'm 21 years old." I smile at him. "My name is Lily and you are?" I ask and tilt my head. He looks at me and smiles. "My name is Jacob nice to meet you Lily." I smile and close my eyes in pain as I take a deep breath. I feel tears welding up in my eyes and I quickly blink them away.

"Hey look at me. Your gonna be alright." Jacob says in a soft tone. He wipes a traitorous tear and smiled kindly. I smile back and mutter a thank you. He lets go of my neck and removes his hand from my chest.

"Well that was...something." A doctor mumbles. I look at the door in time to see Jason walk out. "So you can go home. But I highly recommend that you be extremely careful with what you do. And I will write down the names of medicines that you will have to take. And come for a weekly check up." The doctor says while looking at a clipboard.

"Jacob here is gonna get you your clothes and will help you get dressed, or if you want your brother can help you." The doctor says and points at Luke. I smile and raise a brow at Luke. He just smirks and shrugs his shoulders. I roll my eyes playfully and smirk back.

"Umm I would rather be dressed by my brother cause I would be more comfortable, sorry." I say to Jacob. He smiles and nods respecting my decision. "Well let me go get your clothes then." Jacob says and goes out followed by the doctors and nurses.

I smirk at Luke. "So we're related now are we?" I ask in amusement. He shrugs his shoulders and laughs. "I can be anything you want me to be baby." He says and winks at me. I laugh at him and shake my head.

Jacob comes back with my clothes and smiles at me and leaves. "Looks like someone has a crush on my baby girl." I shake my head and scoff at him. "I have to go out one time but I'll be back to help you." Luke says and leaves. I turn around and undress myself from the hospital gown. I hear the door open and I hear Luke come in.

I don't turn around for some reason and stretch my hand out. "Could you pass me my bra?" I ask since I'm already wearing my underwear. He doesn't do anything so I cover my breasts with my hand and turn around. My eyes widen As I see Jason just staring at me with shock.

"I-I'm so-sorry but Luke said that you were calling me." He says while trying not to stare at my chest area. I take my hair and make it so it covers my breasts. I walk over to my bra and pick it up. I put on my bra and pick up my shorts. When I try to bend over and out them on my ribs start hurting.

"Can you help me put these on?" I ask Jason. "I'm not really used to putting clothes on girls." Jason says. "Then what are you used to doing for them?" I find myself asking. He steps closer to me and smirks. "I'm used to taking then off." He says while chuckling. He puts a hand on my shoulder and traces a finger up my neck. So this is the type of guy he is?!

I smacked his hand and scowl at him. "Don't touch me asshole!" I growl at him. He just smirks and walks out. I sigh and pull on my crop top. Luke walks in and smiles at me. I cross my arms and glare at him.

"Why would you tell that asshole to come help me?" I say while struggling to contain my anger. "Oh I'm sorry. I thought you would like having him help dress you instead of me." He says in a guilty voice. I smile kindly at him and hug him. "Nah I don't want a womanizer dressing me, I want you to help me. After all you are my brother." I said while smirking at him.

He laughed and extended his hand at the shorts in my hands. "Here let me help you baby sister." He says. I hand the shorts to him and he kneels in front of me and puts the shorts behind his back and looks up at me. "Lily Crimson will you make me the happiest man and wear these shorts and promote me to best friend forever? " He says while chuckling. I play along and cover my mouth in fake shock and start crying. "Oh my god Luke I thought you would never ask." I say and wipe away my fake tears.

He puts on my shorts, stands up and jumps in joy. "I now declare us best friend forever, you may now hug and kiss the BFF!" He announces happily. He comes closer and cups my jaw in his large hands and tilts my head up. Just as he's about to kiss my cheek the door bursts open and reveals an angry looking Jason.

"Come on we have to get going. We already missed two days of school because of her." Jason says irritated. "Ok just let me get my kiss from her then we can go." Luke says while smirking at Jason. Just as he was about to kiss me on my cheek I was pulled away from Luke.

"Heeey I was gonna kiss her you know." Luke said and pouts. Jason pulls me to him and embraced me. "Here let me help you with that Luke." Jason says and cups my face making me shiver in delight for some reason. I can't let that happen! I put my hand on his face and push his face away.

"Your not getting a kiss asshole! Only my besty can get one." I say while walking over to Luke. He wraps an arm around my shoulder and kisses my forehead. "That's right fool only me and her boyfriend can get kisses." Luke says while smirking.

Jason glares at Luke and sighs. "Come on I'm tired and I need to sleep since I've been looking after this ugly maggot." He says. "You know no one forced to to look after yourself. " I mutter. Jason glares at me but I smirk at him. "Come on. The faster I take you home, the less likely that I'll be blind from staring at your troll like face. " He says to me.

"Why thank you for telling us what you see every morning in the mirror." I say with a fake smile. "Lily honey I love you and all but I think that that maybe you should stop insulting him. After all he is the one who brought you here." Luke says politely. I frown at him and cross my arms. "It is his fault that we're here in the first place." I say and glare at Jason.

"Look I already told you that I'm sorry! What else do you want me to do Lily?!' He tells angrily at me. I flinch slightly and hide my face in Luke's chest. I hear footsteps come closer and Luke wraps his arms around me in a protective motion. "Look Jason just leave Lily alone and just go home. We can get a cab or something." Luke says and pulls me in closer.

I hear Jason growl and move closer, but I hear Luke use his scary deep voice and says. "Don't you dare!" Luke growls and I flinch slightly. Luke seemed to have noticed that I was scared of his tone of voice and he stroked my hair gently. "Shh shh baby I didn't mean to scare you." Luke says softly and kisses my head and I visibly relax in his arms.

"I'm ok Luke." I say in a soft and quiet tone. I turn around and look at Jason with no emotions on my face. "I'm sorry I made you feel guilty, but this apology doesn't mean that we are friends is that clear?" I ask Jason in a serious tone.

He smirks and crosses his arms across his muscular chest. "Oh and before I forget to tell you. You snore like a troll. I mean like Damn even a pig would be more quiet than you." Jason says to me. I shrug my shoulders and decide not to insult him. "Well you could have left and let me be in peace." I say casually.

Luke smiles down at me and kisses my nose. "Your snore is cute babe don't let him tell you otherwise." Luke says to me. "Really? I didn't even know that I snore." I say with a pouty frown. Luke laughs and kisses my cheek. I hear a growl and we turn to find Jason glaring at us.

"Wait why are you still here, I thought you already left?" I asked in confusion. "I am about to leave. See you at school baby lotus." Jason says with a smirk. I scrunch my face at him and frown at his name for me.

And with that said Jason turns around and walks out of the room. Luke looks at me and raises an eyebrow. "Lotus? Really? I'm jealous, I don't even have a nickname for you and he does and he's your enemy." Luke says while pouting. I laugh and we head out and see the doctor who then gives us the medicines. Then we pay and get a cab.

"Well this is my stop." I tell Luke as we reach my house. "Oh shit my car is still at school." I groan in frustration. "I will get your car for you tomorrow after school." Luke tells me and cups my jaw. "Don't worry about it, and don't you dare think of coming to school tomorrow morning. And I'll bring your homework for you. Now get your pretty little ass up those stairs and go straight to bed." He says sternly. "Oh and your ass isn't little at all so let me correct my mistake. Take your sexy big ass up those stairs and don't you dare come to school tomorrow morning at all." He said jokingly.

I smacked his head and punched his chest playfully. "That was for talking about my big ass and this--" I kissed him on the cheek. "--is For taking care of me and being my BFF/BBF. " I say while chuckling. "Wait what's a BBF?" He asks confused. " It means big brother forever." I say. "Ouch your really gonna family zone me? I mean I could easily get out of the friend zone but the family zone is the hardest to get out of." Luke says jokingly.

"Mwahaha your never gonna get out of the family zone." I said and cackled like a witch. "Hey that was a really good cackle." Luke says while laughing. I'm about to answer when the can driver turns around and faces us looking angry. "So is anyone gonna get out or are y'all just gonna camp in my cab?" He asks in an annoyed tone.

I look at him and my face lights up with an idea. "Wait can we have facials if we camp in your car? Or could we paint each other's toe nails and wear socks so no one finds out?" I ask sarcastically and clap my hands together in excitement. The cab driver laughs at me and wipes a tear. "You kids these days are something else." He says while chuckling.

I laugh and give Luke a kiss on his cheek and wave at the cab driver. "Bye mister camp cab." I say childishly voice. He laughs and waves back. "Don't worry little miss I will take care of your boyfriend for you." The cab driver tells me. "Oh man I'm stuck in the friend and family zone, so I won't be her boyfriend in a long time." Luke says with a dramatic sigh. "Well damn that's a shame. Just make sure you get out of those zones before some lucky fellow comes and steals her from under your nose." The driver tells Luke.

Luke just shrugs his shoulders and says. "Meh I'm kinda comfy in my zones, but I will scare off anyone so that I can keep her to myself." I laugh and get out. "Bye guys behave when I'm gone, and don't show anyone your toe nails, cause this is a secret between us girls. " I say while going up the stairs. "Goodnight my love." I hear Luke yell. "See you on Monday." I yell. "Monday? I'm coming to your house tomorrow and following days to take care of you!" He yells as the cab driver drives away not giving me a chance to say anything.

I look at our neighbor and see a familiar black Ferrari parked in their drive way. Hmm they weren't here yesterday or for the past 2years, they must be a new family, maybe we can go say hi to them later or tomorrow. Yeah tomorrow cause I'm just so tired today. I unlock the door and see blood on the floor from...Wait what? That was two days ago and this blood is fresh but from where? I go into the kitchen and see a note from my mom.

Dear Lily sorry about the mess on the floor. I spilt food coloring and didn't clean it up cause I was in a hurry. I have to go to London for a few weeks, so the new neighbors offered to look after you till I get back. I love you a lot and please don't be angry at me. Oh and I decided to keep the baby.

-love mom

I sigh and clean up the mess on the floor and go upstairs, and get cleaned up and wear my pajamas and go to the bathroom. I lift my top and see the bullet mark on my waist near my rapped bruised and broken ribs. I sigh and remember the night my dad died. I splash water on my face and get under the covers for the night....well the afternoon, but still you get the point. "Goodnight baba." I whisper to my father in hopefully heaven.

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Authors Note

So that was part 2 of my chapter. Thanks for reading my book it means so so much and thank you for the few votes. It really means so so much to me that you guys vote since this is my first book that I've ever let people read so I hope I don't disappoint. Anyways if you are reading at all you are an amazing person I hope you have a wonderful day. 😘💋💋