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"You should know what has happened in the last two months right" (Chris).

"Unfortunately, our bond doesn't work like this, I can see you almost at all times, but in the last two months your powers have been very unstable and this has been interfering with your oracle power so I haven't been able to keep an eye on you these last few months"

"It doesn't matter, I can tell you everything better" (Chris).

Then Chris began to tell his mother everything that happened since he ascended to a god in nothingness, how he looked for a way to increase his power with spirits, find Kaguya, then Beatrice, how Visia joined them, followed by the arrival of Astrid and Lulu, facing Cesar and the old grim reaper, forming their divine sparks, the proposal of the world of beasts and finally how he got to the present moment by seeking Beatriz's complete inheritance.

"I see so you know about the Yuna thing too, I thought that when you came back, I would have to explain it to you while you create a ruckus, but tell me do you think what you are doing is correct"

"What are you talking about?" (Chris).

"You are repressing your emotions instead of letting them flow and the worst thing is that you also look for ways to distract yourself so you don't think about this right"

"I'm not avoiding my problems; I just want to think about them a little more" (Chris).

"Even if you say that there is no difference between that and you running away from the problem"

"More than 1400 years ago I told you that sealing your heart would not be good, but you still did it, at this moment you are receiving the retribution, also if you continue to repress your emotions by force it is very likely that your heart will die instead of being sealed"

At this moment when Chris did not know how to deal with the situation, in addition to his mother's words making him more and more nervous since he could feel how he was becoming more and more unstable, a pair of hands wrapped around him, these hands were soft and quality giving you a sense of security, calming your mind a bit.

"What are you doing mother?" (Chris).

"Stop holding back and just release it all at once, so you know what to do"

*Drip*

In that moment of safety suddenly tears began to fall from Chris's cheeks, it was the first tears that fell in more than 1500 years, as all the emotions that he repressed were released.

Joy, sadness, anger, fear, regret, more than a host of emotions either positive or negative were showing on Chris's face.

All the pressure he had felt in the last few months was releasing him as drops of tears fell upon receiving his mother's hug, making the man who never showed weakness no matter who he faced, for the first time released all his defenses and he became a young man who was overwhelmed by his emotions, showing that he was still vulnerable, showing that no matter how many centuries he had lived his emotional state was no different from someone in their mid-teens.

Chris had always been a very proud person even at this moment he was releasing all his emotions he didn't dare to release any moans or cries.

"Now you can release everything without worrying"

Chris's mother said while stroking his head, she knew how stubborn her son was and she knew that he wouldn't say a word since they had a bond that united them, she could feel all his emotions so she didn't need words to understand him.

After a while Chris managed to release all his frustrations with the help of his mother's care, although they did not exchange any words, the care of a mother to his son was more than enough to cry out the heart of Chris.

After Chris calms down his mother asks him.

"Now that you have a clear mind tell me what you plan to do"

"I really don't know, there are a lot of things that I don't know if I can handle" (Chris).

"Why do you say that"

"I'm not sure, the only thing I know is that I need power, my desire to become stronger has not changed, but my current self is so different from my previous self that I don't know what step I should take" (Chris).

"If that's your problem, why don't you let yourself go wherever destiny takes you, in order to know where you will go next, after all, sometimes the more you look for an answer, the less you will find it"

"It's easy to see things that way, but if you don't know where your path is going to go you can end up falling into a deeper abyss than you already are" (Chris).

"In that case, just use your sixth sense to show you where to go so you don't fall"

"I guess I don't have a choice, but it's time for us to return to reality, there's a lot to do, see you another time, mother" (Chris).

"We'll see each other soon… and at that moment ******" said Chris's mother, but he couldn't hear the last part as if it was censored by interference.

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*Yawn*

After talking to his mother, Chris was finally able to fix his emotions and managed to calm down a bit and see things clearly.

"Good morning" Chris greeted Beatriz who was looking at him from the side.

"....." (Beatrice).

"Is something wrong, I have something on my face" Chris asked, seeing that Beatriz was looking at him strangely, she had the feeling that something had happened.

"This…" Chris materialized a mirror that was in his dimensional warehouse and could see his appearance, finally after so long he had left the appearance of a 5-year-old and had returned to normal.

"You have fully recovered" said Beatriz happily.

"Give me a minute" (Chris).

At that moment Chris began to examine his body verifying that he really had returned to normal.

"My body is normal but my divine powers are not fully recovered if I had to give a percentage, I can only use 1% of the total of that power" Chris answered after testing how his state was.

"Your power recovers naturally or it can speed up your recovery with some external means" asked Beatriz.

"I don't know, I'd have to try it" (Chris).

At that moment a mischievous smile appeared on Chris's face.

"Since I need to see if I can speed up my recovery how about you help me and in return, I help you" (Chris).

"Of course, how I can help you recover faster" (Beatriz).

Beatrix who didn't understand Chris's words kept her serious expression as she replied.

"Ahhhh… what are you doing" (Beatriz).

At that moment, Chris took the opportunity to grab Beatriz by the waist and lift her up in the same way that one would carry a princess.

"Since you want to help me, what if we start in the shower, it would be a shame not to have tried it at least once in this beautiful village, don't you think so" (Chris).

"So, this is what I was referring to as help" (Beatriz).

After hearing Chris's words, Beatrice was finally able to understand her true intentions.

If it was a normal situation Beatriz would have freed herself from Chris' clutches and would hide in the bathroom, but for some reason she felt something different about him.

In the past when Beatriz was with Chris despite feeling his affection towards her, she also felt a negative feeling inside Chris's heart directed towards himself, as if he had some insecurity or fear of something, even she could tell that he was avoiding reality just like her.

Only Beatrice who was experiencing insecurities was also able to notice this fact unlike the other girls who didn't see it.

But today after Chris recovered his normal form, not only did he look happy to be as usual, but that knot that bothered him had disappeared and the usual Chris as the one he had known more than a year ago had returned.

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4 hours later…

After the hard fight in the bathroom as the continuation in the bedroom, Chris and Beatrix left and headed to the center of the village to activate the magic formation that Chris placed in the entire village so that he could take away this entire area.

"Are you ready?" Chris asked Beatriz since after all this area belonged to her.

"I'm fine ahead" (Beatriz).

Once Chris eighth, Beatrice's confirmation activated the magic formation.

*break* *crack*

At that time around the village an energy field was created that surrounded it making it look like a dome. This field not only covered the external parts, but also covered the underground area.

*Flash*

Moments later everything was covered by a light and disappeared, the entire area had been removed leaving a huge gigantic hole where the village used to be.

*Chris's inner universe*

In the center of Chris's main world was the area where the world tree was, in that area besides the mystical lake Chris never put anything and would not put anything in the future since this part was very important for the development of the world.

Surrounding this central area of ​​the world was a space that divided the central continent where the world tree was, as well as the elemental sections that were created after the excessive consumption of the mystic water by the world tree.

In the intermediate area between the center and the sessions, it was perfect for the stay. It was also there that I created the cabin where Kira rested.

In the area in between there were lakes, rivers, small forests, plains as well as long mountain ranges that served as barriers dividing the central area of ​​the world tree, like the elemental sections.

In this middle section, a floating island as big as a villa could be seen.

This island was nothing more and nothing less than Beatriz's residential villa.

"Ohhhhssss… this place is amazing because you didn't bring us here before" Beatriz who knew Chris's inner universe for the first time was surprised to see such a natural and beautiful world.

"Another day I will show it to you in full, but now it is better to return to the city of stars, I have to fulfill my part of the deal to help Meiko enter the ancient kingdom and then we will go through the wild world I have less than a year to go to go to the beast world" (Chris).

"Uff… it's okay let's go" Beatriz was a little disappointed for not being able to explore such a wonderful world, but she could see it at another time anyway, so her disappointment was not that great.