Hopelessly I Waited for the Day

[Leala Black's point of view]

[In the Seen World]

I locked myself in my room most of the time. I could not attend a school like my other siblings because of my unstable health. I fell sick very often so my parents decided it would be better for me to get homeschooled, and that day, of course, was no different.

Alone I sat on a table eating my cinnamon biscuits with honey tea, I missed them by my side. I wanted to follow them to the place they are at now. The place I fit most happy in; the Golden World.

Unlike this family in the Seen World, my true family gave off a caring, joyful feeling just by looking at them. I had always been different from everyone I lived with because I remembered the 'me' from another time.

"Kazumi, you're early today?" He was back... Takumi, my eldest brother, patted me on the head with a striking pattern. Without waiting for a second, I shook my hair to mess it up again, and with my smileless face, I coldly looked at him as my mouth opened and "Crunch!" I bit half of the biscuit I held.

"You don't have to be this harsh on me. It breaks my heart," he put his hands on the right side of his chest and acted like dying, "Your heart is on the opposite side... stop your ridiculous act already." Somethings will never change, he always acted dumb.

While still staring at his awful act, I pushed my chair away from the table with my hands resting on that table's edge to create enough force for me to move that heavy chair. I tried my best to get as far as I could away from him. "Your leaving?" he stopped his act as he notices I left my chair And without answering him, I walked out of the dining room.

I went back to upstairs my room and sat there alone once again staring at the roof while lying on the cool floor. I stretched my arm to my side. 'Tap, tap' my biscuits finished. I wanted more, but they were downstairs...

With my back fully relaxed I sat on the ground. Powerless and did not want to go back down the stairs, but my biscuits must have been waiting for me... I slowly crawled to the door, caught its knob, and stood as I pulled the door open.

A few steps before I reached the stairs, I heard Kazuo's voice. He must have come back from school. I fasten the pace of my steps as I wanted to catch up with Kazuo. Even with my excitement, I stopped when I overheard Kazuo's conversation with Takumi:

"It's Edward, who shall this be?" I could glimpse Kazuo speaking to someone on the phone.

"…"

"So, you're back big brother Takumi?" [Kazuo]

"I am…"

They all had been there already except for me and I thought probably Nixon in a year or 2 will be in the Golden World as well.

"Nice seeing you. Been a while." Kazuo greeted Takumi, who had not been there for a few days then.

"Yeah… So… How is Edward Gold, my brother, doing?… Bree…"

He called Kazuo (Edward) Bree. 'Bree?' Who could this other Bree be?

I am Bree Gold without a doubt. The fact that I remembered who we were - at a time they started living their lives again - hurt me. I, the real Bree Gold, constantly hoped that one tomorrow will be my day, but it never was. I hopelessly waited patiently for a day when I will be able to see their KEYs - if not mine. For a day I will be a step closer to the Golden World I remembered...