Daoist_spider

These are thoughts collected when feeling extreme emotions. In no way are they everyday thoughts or opinions. This book is not suited for anyone under the age of 15. Warning this book depicts depression and/or suicidal thoughts. This book was made purely for the hope that the author can use this to cope. If you don’t like this genre or the book/topics make you uncomfortable. Leave while you still can. Basically it’s like a diary, I post this so I may find out about myself and hopefully learn something from it. I do not post everything on here and some of the chapters might be removed due to either sensitivity issues or me being unwilling to share the thoughts anymore. Grab a bag of tissues and a box of melodrama and we can all just cry this out.

When you’re angry. When you’re sad.

I can't decide whether to live or to die.


My mind feels unstable, it's slowly getting harder to breathe.


I guess this is a dark diary of mine...


I ask that no one gets to the point of on how I feel.


I'm scared of myself, I'm scared of my life.


I feel alone, that everyone around me is slowly going forward but I'm struggling.


I feel like life's a cliff and if my footing is gone I will fall and die.


Well, the edge I'm standing on is getting slowly smaller. I'm not sure if I can find a better ledge.


But there's a voice in my head that quite literally just said "tryings not good enough"


Can’t