Daoist_spider

These are thoughts collected when feeling extreme emotions. In no way are they everyday thoughts or opinions. This book is not suited for anyone under the age of 15. Warning this book depicts depression and/or suicidal thoughts. This book was made purely for the hope that the author can use this to cope. If you don’t like this genre or the book/topics make you uncomfortable. Leave while you still can. Basically it’s like a diary, I post this so I may find out about myself and hopefully learn something from it. I do not post everything on here and some of the chapters might be removed due to either sensitivity issues or me being unwilling to share the thoughts anymore. Grab a bag of tissues and a box of melodrama and we can all just cry this out.

When you’re angry. When you’re sad.

I'm sad and no ones around I can't tell if that's good or bad


To be erased from minds and hearts so everyone will continue life


Every day I'm alive is a day I don't betray myself but right now I really want to be a traitor. I can't control my breathing and I can't control myself. I have not been able to smile when I'm sad like I always do I think my emotional mask is broken. I don't want to confide in someone right now I just want to hide away somewhere where no one can see or hear. I feel sick and my body is burning like I'm sitting too close to fire. I want to throw up and my head is pounding I can't stop crying its to hard to write right now


Sadness warning