Daoist_spider

These are thoughts collected when feeling extreme emotions. In no way are they everyday thoughts or opinions. This book is not suited for anyone under the age of 15. Warning this book depicts depression and/or suicidal thoughts. This book was made purely for the hope that the author can use this to cope. If you don’t like this genre or the book/topics make you uncomfortable. Leave while you still can. Basically it’s like a diary, I post this so I may find out about myself and hopefully learn something from it. I do not post everything on here and some of the chapters might be removed due to either sensitivity issues or me being unwilling to share the thoughts anymore. Grab a bag of tissues and a box of melodrama and we can all just cry this out.

When you’re angry. When you’re sad.

What do I look forward to in my life…


My job is harsh but rewarding, it's not permanent, and doesn't support me financially enough.


I can't take care of any pet, I first need to learn how to take care of myself.


When I'm alone I lose myself because I haven't lived for myself in a very long time.


What is the point of it. What's a good enough reason to keep living for myself?


So far I'm only living for others and the occasional book updates. I'm just tired.


Looking