Tired

What does tired mean to me?

Tired means

- losing the fight to depression

-losing the will to live

- starting to stop seeing things in a positive light

- to no longer be excited for things I apparently should be excited for

- for living becoming really difficult

- for starting to not care about my mental and physical health because it's gotten really hard for me to care

- to just wanting to sleep not because I'm physically tired but because sleeping can be easier to deal with even with constant nightmares.