26. Too hard to keep

By now I would have have thought our parents would have found out what was going on us dating but they still hadn't and it is becoming very hard to keep a secret like this when your parents have now started asking you if you have a boyfriend and you know you do but you don't want to say anything as you don't want them to know who it is furthermore you want it to remain secret because you don't want your parents up in your business questioning you about everything. I wanted to say I was dating my mums friend's son but I straight up knew she would find it wierd and we wouldn't last long with them knowing they'd pester and pester until it ended and they wouldn't realise it was because of them then they'll probably say "aw it ended so soon" or "you were too young anyway you've got a lifetime ahead of you your time will come" and lecture which yeah I do have a lifetime to come but maybe I don't wanna grow up being new to the love life and easily vulnerable I want to date now so I can experience love and not the one who never dated in her teen years. yes I am ranting but I wish I didn't have to carry the guilt of not telling my parents I'm in a relationship and I'm not a virgin he also carries guilt but I guess I feel more worse about keeping it a secret.

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