12.I'm a scum

Sia sighed after hearing his apology, it's not like I wanted him to apologise so I did that, but I feel a little happy hearing him plead in front of me, that feels so good... won't you be happy if your enemy is pleading and apologising in to you on his own accords... not like I threatened him to apologise...

Well for now I have to comfort this big doggy, "Oh doggy please don't cry, momma will fead you dog food, Ok!!" Sia really wanted to say this but not like she can call her boyfriend a doggy out loudly, it will not only be embarassment for him but also for me.

So for now she said " You don't have to say sorry... it's not like you have done anything wrong..." atleast for now. She didn't complete her sentence as there's always something that you can't let people know, the same way she can't let Zane know the truth, otherwise something abnormal will happen, well it's not like what she's experiencing now is normal anyway but still... ^_^...

Zane looked into Sia's eyes, Yes... you are right, but it's not like I haven't done anything bad to you before, I broke our promise and humiliated you, yet you didn't do anything to me after that, you just left me alone and never showed me your face but I think that was the biggest punishment for me... nothing can be more painful than than, not like I blame you for leaving me, I know it was me who said you to not come near me and I said that because I can't let you stay near me, if you stayed... one day you would definitely get to know the thing which I don't want to let you know the most... it's better that you blame me rather than feeling helpless or regret or give your life away... I don't know what impact it led to your life but I'm sure, it's better than dying, If someone told me that if I had to choose again, I'll definitely do the same but now I know the future, I know that what i feared the most won't happen, so now that I have the rights to choose again, I'll choose the path which I didn't choose in the past but will tell you everything only when the right time comes.

Sia... you'll definitely won't have to suffer this time... I'll make your you experience the things which you haven't experienced in the past...

While on the other side, Sia was reconsidering that whether she should go according to the plan or not... what if he gets so mad again and tells my parents... I'll be in big trouble them...

Let's take things slow from now... I still have three months from now... Let's do the things which are stated slowly and not be rushed... after all, if I'm too rude to him, it might mke a negative effect and he would start hating me instead of loving him...

( Ofcourse If you give a Tiger's food to a cow, it won't be useful and it might even have side effects such as, the cow might get sick because their system might not have the the skill to digest meat so similarly if you use a technique to make a playboy fall in love, using it on a normal person might not be useful. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ )

The school bell rang and they both have to return to their classes so they bid farewell and was gone to their respective classes.

Sia returned to her class and everyone was eager to shower her with questions but refrained themselves as the teacher came inside just as Sia entered the room.

But she was not spared after the school was over though, everyone surrounded her and asked endless questions so in the end she has to tell everyone that everything is alright between them and there was just something he had to ask me.

Everyone obviously did not believe it, who will rush to other's class if they do not have something important but they could not force her to say if she doesn't want to.

After Sia reached her car, she saw Zane who was just beside it standing and lost in his thoughts, Since seeing his earlier reaction, maybe that thing is not useful on Zane or maybe the things written was wrong, since when was making someone else fall for you so easy, there should definitely something wrong, so she decided to discard it for now... till now, Sia didn't even suspect that she used the method on wrong person...

She decided to treat him how she normally treats him for now, as thinking this,she approached him but he did not seem to notice that someone came beside him.

She tip-toed and reached her hand out and cupped his cheeks and adjusted his head so that he can see her.

Zane was thinking about whether he should take Sia to a date or not, if yes then where should he take her so that they can have fun, he was lost in thought so he did not see someone approaching him.

So when Sia did that Zane was slightly surprised by this but quickly gained his composer and smiled sweetly towards Sia, the people passing by was fascinated by the scene, it was just like they are seeing some movie.

Well now we comes to Sia who was dumbstruck by the smile, but shook her head immediately, 'No Sia you can't fall for his charm, you'll only suffer if you fall for him again, don't let this smile of his fool you.'

She still continued her act which does not really seems like an act, " My boyfriend is so charming, I'm afraid that someone will take you away." She said with a sad smile, she's not totally lying about this, in the past when Zane had left her to go to other University, she always thought about this, this was all she could hope not to happen that time time but it the thing which she worried about the most happened anyway, so she decided to express herself clearly this time, if... if I loved him a little bit less, i would not have to suffer so much in the past.

Zane's heart broke into peaces after hearing this, it was just like someone put salt on your wounds, she just hit me on the point where it hurts the most...

Zane hugged Sia tightly and started apologising, " I'm sorry Sia I'm really sorry, I'll not hurt you, I'll never leave you, I'll make you happy... I'll make everything right this time..." He cannot even imagine how much he might have hurt her in the past, I'm ready to take any punishment you offer me, I'll do everything to make you happy, I really regret hurting you but I also could not tell you the truth that time. I was desperate, I have no choice but to leave you that time... I was really stupid... really...

He lifted himself up from Sia's shoulder and looked at her only to see the shock in her eyes as she opened her mouth..."This time...??" She already had a hunch that Zane also might be reborn but she didn't want to take that thing into consideration, so she kept that thing aside, but to hear that from his own mouth makes her really feel the shiver running down her spines... the thing which she does not want the most, happened, now she's really thinks that if God is giving her a second chance to be happy or just playing with her.

It was Zane's turn to be surprised now after hearing her, he realised that just now he was saying his heart out but accidentally spilled the beans... what to do now...

Zane had swore not to lie to Sia again... but should he really tell her the truth... if she's actually reborn, she'll never be so lovely towards me... so if I tell her everything... she might not believe me...

So Zane decided to ask her first "Are you also...??" he wanted to test her, it's just based on his instincts, Sia might have acted sweetly because she might had no choice, infact that day when they were in their room, he actually started to believe that Sia's also like him but seeing her actions afterwards he decided to put that suspicious aside but what to do now??

Hearing the question Sia calmed herself down to avoid suspicious, there's no way I'll let him know that I'm reborn otherwise my plan will fail, to feign ignorance I tilted my head at looked at him in a confused manner "What me also?? what are you talking about Zane, can you please explain me clearly." Sia said in a confused voice, totally ignorant to the truth.

Zane released a heavy sigh.... So it's like this, She's not reborn, it means god has only given me a second chance to rectify my mistakes "I'm a scum..." Zane said this with a smile...

since he decided not to lie to Sia ever again, Sorry Sia I can only tell you this much for now... I'll tell you everything when it is the right time, and now it's really not.

He didn't even doubt about Sia not being reborn, maybe her acting was good enough to fool Zane or maybe Zane is too much lost in his thoughts to notice that.

Meanwhile Sia had her eyebrows raised... Wow, this days, scums even recognise that they are scums... I'm quite amazed by this...