college

i m a medical student (mbbs student).my college life is a mess. it's good but a total mess also.i made friends but due to some misunderstanding and ego, anger problem ( i can say that)i lose them (a group of 6 people).they were all nice people .i enjoyed a lot with them my college hours but ya still only the college hours bcoz after i can't go anywhere as my parents won't allow me and during the college hours we do bunk the classes and enjoy.

after them i made new friends monika,priya and barkha.they were awesome, they all are good in some or other aspect, in all these three barkha is my besty (my bae).barkha nd i r alike we both have same thinking, about certain things we both at a same time think same.i m some what an introvert person so i have these three best friends and apart from them my three juniors mahima,anchal and harshit,these all are my people.i enjoy my life with them we hangout a lot eith each other ,even me and barkha hangout with iur three favourite juniors.

mahima ,she is an intelligent girl our topper friend.she is good nature wish but the drawback is that she can't manage more people more friends from different groups at the same time .she has other friends apart from us three . sometimes i got so jealous from her bcoz she didn't gave me my time which i want from her to give me as her friend.sometimes i completely understand , ignore these things but sometimes it's just blow my mind nd then we had fights over this topic, but overall we r on good terms ,we r best friends ,we know about each othe a lot, we help each other a lot in certain situations.

priya ,she is a sweet person , she likes to enjoy whenever she is in good mood and when ever her mood is mood she wants to be alone ,she likes to study at that time.she is a sharp person regarding studies bcoz her grasping power is amazing , i m a fan of that bcoz she loves to read web toons and novels just like me (we share a common thing) and when she studied something even once she remembers that.to be honest, i don't know proya that much as compared to her other Friends ,i don't know what she likes and dislikes and i regret that bcoz i never try to became close to her.even afterer that we have a bond,we share a unique bond between us.

barkha,my bae,my besty.she means a lot to me bcoz whenever i need someone she is always there from apart from sometimes when we had a fight specially.she is such a gem i can say,we share a lot of common things including the thinking , nature.(I don't have words to explain myself ,express my feelings regarding her.

# i m not a lesbian please don't think that).she means everything to me and i only want her to be with me ,to be my besty life long.

barkha ,she likes to hangout a lot with her Friends.she is a joyful , cheerful person.she had big dreams which she wants to achieve.she is just like a small bird which just want to open her wings nd fly ,want to experience ,want to enjoy the life.

harshit,my favourite junior (one and only in boys).he is the naughtiest in all three juniors but still i like his naughtiness.horniest person in the group.the main thing which he wants the most is a girlfriend. i always told him to focus mainly on studies and he always used to say boss in next papers i will definitely gonna be pass, from tomorrow onwards i will study, u just wait and watch boss. now he is doing the studies ,after applying so much pressure on him finally he is studying.but he is also the laziest person. sometimes when i look good he like to comment on me that boss u r looking good today, boss u r looking hot today and that's where i became flat, all his wrong things ,naughtiness drains out.

anchal,my junior , she is very pretty ,good looking . sometimes i think why don't she do modelling bcoz she is beautiful ,she has that attitude , perfect attitude, but the shortest in out group (4`11``). she is good in looks and in studies also nd she has a sharp mind , agoid grasping power and shows full dedication towards any work which she does.she is somewhat same as me ,she is also happy with limited people she had as friends in her life.she doesn't like to interact with many people .

mahima ,my Junior,to be honest mahima nd i had somewhat same view,same thinking regarding certain matters nd she is the one whom i gave a little bit more priority then anchal and harshit.she is cute ,sweet, pretty, mature girl (anchal is also matter but they both have there maturity in different matter ,in different aspects).she knows how to handle a situation calmly but not to trigger her anger bcoz she became dangerous when she is in anger.she is loving and caring nd the mother of all of us (harshit,anchal ,shikha nd me)(shikha nd roy also behaves like my mother).

i m such a person who don't like tantrums at all nd the main point where everyone triggered my anger. i can't tolerate that at all ,i can tolerate everything yo a certain point but not this .mahima always says to me that i m a very strong person, but i don't know that i m aur not but yes i can tolerate things to a certain level.this tantrums and the lack of time are the reason that now i have lost best person of my life harsh.harsh nd i had a lot of fight bcoz he think that i get changed bcoz of the college nd all i don't give him proper time nd he is upset due to that.

it's the rule of the nature that with time things gets changed but i don't want things to get changed.i want ny friends to be just like this only as they r .i don't know what our future is ,where we will go , nd what is there in our future .i just want happiness in my life, love in my life.