When the soul wants to quit moving soul suicide

Directly your soul wants to commit suicide and you want to stand in front of your maker .. He awaits you in his golden gates i'm carrying you upstairs So when he tells you you cannot stay up here but he can bring your body. You must never return to your home new list carry out your wishes you wish to die more than half. We're grats and you'll spend that bottle. So end your life .for you was surprise is what your brain will tell you. It's time to die then do it...let go you will be back.....