Lunch Break

"So you bought her flowers? I am really happy that you are feeling strong enough to let someone in. I was worried for you, you know, after Rya passed." Mama welsh stood over the stove tasting the chicken noodle she had in a large stock pot. She stirred in a few more seasonings in, before coming back to sit n her big recliner.

"I know Rya wouldn't want me sulking about forever. Its been almost a year since she was killed. Plus, I feel like Rya would have liked Rose if they had met." I sat on the floral print couch and starred at my hands while I talked, Rya face in my mind. "I still miss her everyday Mama. Sometimes my heart will just get this torturous ache when I think of her. It's so painful I can't stop myself from crying...Will that ever go away?"

"No dear, it won't. You loved Rya and lost her so suddenly, and you never even got a chance to say goodbye. As time goes in the pain might not be so fierce, and you wont feel it as often, but it will never disappear, but that only means you still love them. Just try to focus on all the good times and happy memories you had with Rya and Tara, please, don't forget to visit her grave still. Even if you move on with someone else, you were her only family. If you dont pay respects to her no one will. Rya does not deserve to be forgotten like that. Especially with her passing the way she did. And if you plan going further with this new girl, you should probably tell her you were engaged." Mama got up from her chair and went back to the stove. She ladled a heaping serving of the soup into two containers and closed them up before making a small bowl for herself and a tiny bowl for Toady. She put the food for Toady on the ground and called him over, then grabbed her food and the container and walked back over to me. She handed me the large portions.

I took the food, but continued to stare at my hands. What would Rose think of my being engaged before? What if she decides it's too much? "Dont worry Mama, I still visit her grave often. I was actually planning on visiting her tomorrow after work. I am scared to tell Rose though. I like her, but I don't know how she would react to something like this."

"Well if she likes you as much as it seems I am sure there will be no problem with it. and if not, then she doesnt deserve you. Now that other chicken noodle is for Rose. I owe her for getting me all those pizza coupons. She really is a sweet soul."

"Thanks Mama Welsh, I will be sure to give it to her. I gotta head out now. I have to get ready for my lunch date." I grinned as I got up and went over to give her a kiss on her forehead. I left her unit and jogged down to my own.

Standing in front of my closet, I starred intently at the contents within. The closet was a jumbled mess. Clothes were piled and stuffed in any spot they could fit. I finally decided to pull out an old band shirt I had gotten from a concert a few years back and some black, ripped jeans. Looking at the clock my my bed I read the time as 12:58. She was gonna be here soon.

I went in the bathroom and brushed my hair and teeth and sprayed myself with my best perfume. I was nervous and shaking. All the confidence from last night was fueled by the beer. It was all gone now and I felt like a middle schooler going on their first date.

*ping*

-I'm here ;)

My heart skipped as I read the text. I opened the door to her holding up three large pizza boxes. "I got the best of the best right here! Are you ready to have your tastebuds explode with flavorful euphoria?"

I laughed as I stepped aside to let her in. "there is no way we will eat all this! Why would you bring so much?"

She set the pizzas on the mirror table and plopped on the couch. "leftovers duh! I was going to take some of what's left to Mama Welsh too. She is such a fun lady. She has some great stories too!"

"Oh that reminds me," I said as I sat closely next to her, "She gave me some chicken noodle soup for you, so don't forget to grab that on your way out."

"Wow she is such a sweetheart. Does she have kids? She is a total mom!" Rose opened the pizza box sitting at the top of the stack. It had melty cheese topped with pepperoni, sausage, red peppers, and olives.

"Sadly no. Mr. Welsh couldn't have kids. But she always said me and my brother were her unofficial children. How long will you be on break?"

"I am all yours for the hour," she winked as she leaned in close to me." What would you like to do?"

I leaned in and kissed her lips lightly. "I have an idea." I whispered and kissed her again, harder. My hands moved to the back of her neck as we kissed. I felt her pushing me back on the couch and adjusted myself to lay down as she laid her body on mine and started kissing my neck. Her hands found my breasts and massaged them as she bit down and seductively sucked on my collarbone. I gasped in pleasure. I slid my hand up under her shirt and pulled it off in a smooth motion. She had on a purple lace bra that held her breasts perfectly." Wow, you have the perfect tits," I laughed and licked, playfully down the line of her bra.

"I know. I been told they are small, perky and perfect," she winked. my hand snuck around her back and unclasped her bra. As she took it off the rest of the way I starred at her chest. I starred at them in awe. They were definitely perfect. My tongue quickly found her nipple and I licked and sucked while she moaned. The sound made me clench in pleasure. I wrapped my arms around her and pulled her closer, kissing her stomach. Slowly, I kissed my way down to the line of her pants. Looking up at her eyes, I silently pleaded for permission. Her emerald gems looked back at me in wanting. She lifted herself off of me and undid her pants. Swaying her hips back and forth she slid her pants down giving me a teasing look. I quickly pulled off my own shirt and bra exposing my small bare chest.

"You are beautiful." Her eyes drifted up and down as she sat back on the couch and pulled off my pants as well. We both sat there for an instant admiring each others nearly naked bodies.

Rose's skin was a flawlessly sunkissed tan, her shoulders were dotted with faded freckles and she had a half sleeve on the upper part of her right arm. It was a floral piece with sunflowers and roses with a swirling green background. she had another tattoo on her upper left thigh that was a garter belt made up of barbed wire. She was still wearing the purple lace panties that matched her bra. She was fit, and had curves in all the best places. I thought of my pale skin and too skinny body and looked down, feeling self conscious.

"Hey," Rose took my chin in her hand and lifted my head,"You are gorgeous. I could seriously stare at your body all day. I especially like this little mole." She poked the small dark mole I have always had that sat on my left hipbone and giggled."In fact..."She kissed the mole lightly, then continued to kiss across my hip bone. I sucked in my breathe and gripped the couch with both my hands as she teased me. She made her way to the other side of my hips and bit down hard, she began to suck. A loud gasp escaped as I felt the pleasurable pain.

"Too hard?" Her sultry eyes looked up at me.

"No. You are amazing. Please, show me what else you can do." I begged. She grinned in delight.

"Yes ma'am," her hand slid down my underwear as her fingers searched. They found their way to my slit and she smiled up at me "Way to boost my confidence. I already have you completely soaked." with that she slipped her fingers inside moved them masterfully. I groaned and grinded my hips in ecstacy. She was definitely an experienced woman.

Just as my legs started to quiver, she pulled out her fingers and ripped off my panties. Her head was between my legs within seconds and her tongue began to slide up and down my sex. I grasped the hair on the back of her head roughly, but carefully, as her lips found my clit and she began to softly suck. Her eyes were bright, glaring at me with mischievous desire. her fingers quickly entered me again. the combination caused me to throw my head back and gasp.

Her lips released with a pop and her body glided back up to lay beside me, fingers never stopping. She kissed me hard and with force and I tasted myself on her tongue. Her fingers moved faster and more vigorously as I grew closer to climaxing. I threw my arms around her neck as we continued to kiss. I pulled away and began biting and sucking on her neck to keep from crying out too much. I sucked the spot on her neck harder and harder, nearing the edge of coming.

"Oh fuck!" I cried letting go of her neck as I plummeted into a euphoric orgasm. my entire body buzzed as I squirmed beside her. My.body ached with pleasure and I breathed heavily. I felt fantastically and thoroughly fucked.

"How was that?" She asked quietly, laying her head on my chest."Do I pass?"

"With honors," I grinned down at her and kissed her forehead lightly."Any chance you play piano?" I giggled.

"What gave it away?" she winked. She reached out and picked her phone up off the coffee table and looked at the time."Shit. Times flies," she laughed and showed me the time. 1:53, it read.

"We didnt even touch the lunch. Are you gonna be ok not eating?" I worried.

"Well I kinda assumed we might get...distracted. I ate a huge breakfast." Getting up she started to look for her clothes."Fuck. Where did I put my bra?"

"you tossed it remember?" I got up and crossed the room to where the small pile of lace sat. I picked it up and handed it to her as stepped over to me.

"Thanks." After dressing quickly, she wrapped her arms around my waist."Hey you are a great lay and all, but I feel like I need to know you more. I enjoy your company and wanna see where this goes. Can I take you on a date?"

I beamed as I nodded my head. She kissed me lightly on the lips before letting go. She skipped over to the kitchen and opened the fridge. "Which of these soups is for me? I am going to take it back to work to share with Kimo. By the way, you have way to much take out. Can you even cook?"

"It doesnt matter so just take whichever one, and no, I can barely boil water." I blushed, slightly ashamed.

"We will most definitely have to change that," She grinned as she walked over and opened the front door stopping before walking out "See, I barely know you. What else are you hiding?" she asked jokingly.

"Not a lot I swear," I chuckled," I am really boring. Oh, I guess I should tell you, I am kind of a widow...almost. My fiance died. She was shot and killed in a store robbery nearly a year back."

Rose's face flushed as her eyes grew wide in horror. Without saying a word she left. Closing the door with a worrisome amount of force.

Why the fuck did I just say that?