Emotions

Next Day

Tomorrow is the day that he Tiger Fist Sect would start their entry test and currently Sam was sitting in his room relaxing he was trying to relax his body before he would do the test, his body had tensed up because of all that training and now was the time to relax them, so he could perfromm at his peak.

He went out and started eating everything in the city, whatever came in front of his eyes was bought by him. He did not have to worry about money as he had too much silver under the gold bar section, where it was written, 'silver'. He took a while before deciding to go back to his house, when he tried to return, on his way he saw the place that test was gonna take place and in that place, he saw many people setting up the equipment for the test. While they were doing that, Sam looked at what sort of items they were bringing in. There were many stones that were for testing ones strength, in order to enter the sect a person needed to have a cultivation of Strength Partitioner, and depending how good you scored in those test that were set, your position in the sect would be selected.

The cultivation stages went as followed.

Strength Formation 1-10

Strength refinement 1-10

Strength partitioner 1-10

Strength Master 1-10

Strength Grandmaster 1-10

Strength expert 1-10

Qi partitioner 1-10

Qi formation 1-10

Qi refinement 1-10

Qi Grandmaster 1-10

Qi Expert 1-10

(Beast) Golden Core, (Human) Golden Aura 1-10

(Beast) Purple Core (Human) Purple Aura 1-10

Spiritual attainment/spiritual awakening

Human Expert 1-10

Human Emperor 1-10

Transcendent 1-10

Martial Practitioner 1-10

Martial Master 1-10

Martial Grand Master 1-10

Martial Expert 1-10

Immortal Ascension 1-10

Sam stopped looking at the testing area and went to get some non-acoholic drinks and went back to his house to waste time somehow until the entrance test.

He already knew one way to waste time but he did not do it as he didnt want to train anymore and relax before the entry test.

ONce he got to his house he had the rest of the day and night to waste, currently the only thing that he could possibly do was play, but any game that he thought of needed an opponent. After feeling this lonely, Sam thought that he should make a few friends cause its lonely as f in this place without another person.

It made him feel empty inside but he couldn't just go ask somebody ' let's be friends' out of nowhere, one other reason that he had developed for joining the Tiger Sect was that he felt like even though getting stronger was addicting but there were times in his training when he felt lonely and his power could do nothing to remove that loneliness from inside him.

In his previous world, he had friends but still thought that money was everything, chasing after money constantly and now that he had money he didn't know how to use it.

He remembered his friends and himself playing video games, which put a boulder on his heart, as he noticed that he was missing his friend, being isolated from the world for so long and only having minimal social interaction was another reason for this feeling of loneliness being stored in his heart.

This feeling of loneliness had developed inside his heart for the past few months, not interacting with anybdoy realy messed him up, as now it felt like his heart was being sqeezed by 2 hands.

Sam was thinking about people who truely were chasing after power felt like, not having any other plans then chasing power must require a strong heart to follow their wish to chase this power to dominant everything. Sam himself knew that he reallly didnt have a heart that strong to chase power. He was chasing that invincible strength for the past half year but suddenly his heart was not planning to chase after power as he felt like he could not handle the loneliness, he needed friends, people to talk with, play, spar and grow stronger with.

This sudden change in heart caught Sam off guard as he wasn't expecting to be attacked by all sorts of emotions in just under a second. Sam let a laugh out and said "i guess im still human". For the past 5 months he thought he was some kind of monster with the speed he was growing and now that he was attacked by these emotions that came from him not having a social life really brought him back to when he was in his own world, when he would have nights that he would be depressed out of nowhere.

Luckily when he was on Earth he had friends and many other stuff, that helped him to get those feeling over with, the most useful thing for when he felt like that to sleep and when he woke the next day it would all be gone but now, he knew he could get rid of it by going to sleep but he wasnt going to forget that he needs to truelly find a solution after he wakes up as these emotion would build up again inside him if he doesnt do anything about it. Sam already knew how to get rid of these emotions, which was by making friends to get rid of all these emotions by having a person to speak with as a friend.

The feeling in his heart slowly started to disappear once he confronted them, he knew that he could not continue on this way and put himself to sleep to remove these emotions completely from himself. Tomorrow was the day for him to throughly find the solutions for his mental health.