MelanieLover

So i know that people will mostly ignore if they think that some diaries, just because there’s nothing interesting in the title, will totally ignore reading but what if. What if there is someone out there who has a lot to say. 

So here I am, typing down whatever comes to my mind and not caring the slightest about what everyone will think about me but only here, where I can stay anonymously. Because we all know how much of a chicken we all are out there in the real life. 

So basically I’m still a teen, a teen who doesn’t recognize the meaning in life. The unspoken world where everyone is trying so hard to fit in. What are we? And what if every step in our life weights so much on our shoulders that lastly you can’t stand it anymore and with a light movement you can end it all. Well if you think that I’m a depressed teenager who is doing drugs and I’m outside drinking with a gang where everyone’s a slut and are getting wasted, then you’re wrong! 

So now I’m here with all my bubbled up emotions that I can’t say to anyone but myself. So stay tuned because I’m about to bring out some attitude and fricking shit into everyone that’s reading whatever the heck this is!


Update: hopefully everyday :)

Diary of a basic teenage girl

Today is Saturday, the absolutely best day in the whole week and today was fine. Actually really good! I woke up at 12 am and felt better than ever. My headache is gone and my mind for the first time in ages is clear. I walked outside with my annoying little brother that wasn't so moody today. He wants to both play games and have fun with me. Maybe I was the one who was too moody all the time? Well whatever. 


I love my hair today, it's long and fluffy. Just the way I like it! And since it was good weather today, I went out with more skin showing clothes. That was one heck of an mistake, I nearly froze to death! At first it was sunny but after about 10 min it got really cold. I have always wondered if in speaking/writing terms the weather is a He or She, because here it's an It... if it's an she I would understand why. Women! 


Now I'm waiting for my uncle to come over at our place. You see, here we don't have any insolation because of the Covid-19 but more like if you don't feel well, you should stay home. That means that my fricking school hasn't closed down for distance studying jet and probably never will. That's stupid but whatever. If I get infected with Covid-19 then I guess it's not entirely my fault, right? 


Let's get back to my uncle now. So it was my uncles birthday yesterday and I didn't gratulate him. I know that it sounds awful but my uncle is one heck an asshole and is only with us for now when they have closed down all transport to other countries. That's means that he will stay here with us for the next few months. Yippy fun fun, not! He's literally one 45, excuse me, 46 years old playboy without anything else then words as his weapon. Ugh!  FML!


Lately I'm getting more and more interested in reading books, they're awesome. Especially books with vampires and werewolves with that cliche new girl in town. Then I don't mean Twilight! But I like Twilight, especially the last breaking dawn movie. But seriously, I mean those really cool books with werewolves alphas and mate bonds. They're so good and I love how every story has something extra on that mate bond thingy. I totally recommend getting Into that! The vampire books are also really good but if I had to choose between Team Edward and Team Jacob I would choose Team Jacob 100%! And Jacob was so much hotter than Edward anyway! 


Oh shit I heard someone knocking on the door, I guess that's my uncle and my aunt with her boyfriend and two kids. Well no sleep for me tonight because it's party time. 


I thought that it would be fun tonight but it turned out to be more chill than fun. So basically I was being all cuddled with my cousin and we talked about nothing and all. When it got really late, she and everyone else had to go back home. So now I'm sitting in the living room and watching Netflix and some necessary snacks by my side. Party time, more like movie time! 
