MelanieLover

So i know that people will mostly ignore if they think that some diaries, just because there’s nothing interesting in the title, will totally ignore reading but what if. What if there is someone out there who has a lot to say. 

So here I am, typing down whatever comes to my mind and not caring the slightest about what everyone will think about me but only here, where I can stay anonymously. Because we all know how much of a chicken we all are out there in the real life. 

So basically I’m still a teen, a teen who doesn’t recognize the meaning in life. The unspoken world where everyone is trying so hard to fit in. What are we? And what if every step in our life weights so much on our shoulders that lastly you can’t stand it anymore and with a light movement you can end it all. Well if you think that I’m a depressed teenager who is doing drugs and I’m outside drinking with a gang where everyone’s a slut and are getting wasted, then you’re wrong! 

So now I’m here with all my bubbled up emotions that I can’t say to anyone but myself. So stay tuned because I’m about to bring out some attitude and fricking shit into everyone that’s reading whatever the heck this is!


Update: hopefully everyday :)

Diary of a basic teenage girl

So today was my typical Sunday. With sleeping until 1pm and eating breakfast and lunch at the same time. I like Sunday mornings but really hate Sunday nights. Tomorrow's Monday and that means school, for me at least. Tomorrow will I have the most hateful lesson in my whole life until now, French and in the morning too. My French teacher is an alien from other space, she likes to torture us and turn us inside out. And just my luck that It turns out that I have missed so much because i wasn't at school last week (I didn't feel so good) and now when it's already almost midnight I can't do any work. My parents are really strict about going to sleep and that can suck. Sometimes they check up on me at 11pm if I'm still awake and If i am... I don't even want to think about it! But of course I'm still awake, I'm just pretending to be asleep, Shh don't tell them! It will be our secret! 


So right before now I was playing a game called 'Ballons TD' and COD (Call of duty). One is about monkey shooting balloons and other is people shouting people. Wow, I'm an psychopath. And when we're there I also had an dream about shooting and hunting people in the woods. What if it's another of my 'signs'  I should quit being a goody two-shoes that everyone's calling me and go out kicking some peoples asses! I will think more about that in the future tho!   


But thanks to my little brother have I turned out to be one of those gamer girls. I actually like it and if you ask me I would prefer being a gamer girl than a barbie girl. I don't understand why some girls put tons of make-up just to look good for others and when they say that they do it for themselves, I just can't bring myself to believe them. Because if you really did if for yourself why put some many things on your face when it can put some serious damage later on in your life. And there are so many girls that are beyond recognizable without make-up so when they finally take it off, you can't even tell that it's them! But well whatever! I like to say that I'm blessed with natural beauty and it's sad that others don't see there own natural beauty.


OMG I almost forgot to tell you, I watch anime since 2016 (if not for Pokemon that was way beyond 2016) and my first anime was Noragami. It's really good in my eyes but the points is that today I watched, *dramatic music*, Parasyte the maximum. It's my absolute favorite anime and yes I have seen the movies. It's totally worth watching and you will never, then I really mean never, ever regret watching it! Both the plot and animation is amazing. Personally I like the dub voice actors better but the sub are also really good. If you have some free time then you should definitely watch it.


Basically speaking was my day normal. Not too extraordinary but not too boring either, so normal. But now it's time for me to go to bed and let the demons under my bed drag me to hell and have one fantastic BBQ with Satan! That's sounds better than going to school that's BTW the real hell!


One way ticket to hell with bonus