MelanieLover

So i know that people will mostly ignore if they think that some diaries, just because there’s nothing interesting in the title, will totally ignore reading but what if. What if there is someone out there who has a lot to say. 

So here I am, typing down whatever comes to my mind and not caring the slightest about what everyone will think about me but only here, where I can stay anonymously. Because we all know how much of a chicken we all are out there in the real life. 

So basically I’m still a teen, a teen who doesn’t recognize the meaning in life. The unspoken world where everyone is trying so hard to fit in. What are we? And what if every step in our life weights so much on our shoulders that lastly you can’t stand it anymore and with a light movement you can end it all. Well if you think that I’m a depressed teenager who is doing drugs and I’m outside drinking with a gang where everyone’s a slut and are getting wasted, then you’re wrong! 

So now I’m here with all my bubbled up emotions that I can’t say to anyone but myself. So stay tuned because I’m about to bring out some attitude and fricking shit into everyone that’s reading whatever the heck this is!


Update: hopefully everyday :)

Diary of a basic teenage girl

Good after noon and welcome back to my diary! So today was really boring and awkward in the morning. As I wrote yesterday did I have French as the first lesson today. My French teacher had paired us all together with someone and we had to come up with traveling agences dialogues and I got paired together with someone who I have never spoken to and probably would never either but for not this reason. So we had to work together and let me tell you, it was so awkward that we literally didn't even say hi to each other but just sat there starring at our hands. We never did anything but that for an hour and our devil of a teacher just looked at us from afar with her witchy look and it just made the situation more awkward. Omg! 


After that I had to go to another building for music class and I love Music. Not to brag or anything but I have A+ in Music. My music teacher doesn't like me but I guess she likes my skills and enthusiasm. I always raise my hand up if it's about singing or playing guitar/piano or even Ukulele. I love playing instruments and sometimes I even make my own music. But I'm too shy to show anyone else than my mom my own music. I think that I'm good but maybe it's just my wishful thinking. 


Today after school I was walking home with some girls from my class and we ended up going to the centrum store. On our way out of the store I saw some candy and couldn't bring myself from not buying any, so now I'm sitting here and eating delicious candy and drinking coco cola! 


Tomorrow I have an long day in-front of me that I don't know if i should study or watch an movie now. Do you know what, forget that! I will go and sleep now. I'm feeling some extra lazy today! 


Btw in my school people don't think much about Covid-19. They take it as an joke and are coughing just because. They say that they want to get infected just because they want to stay home. It's really disrespectful and I wonder what they will do if they actually got infected! But let's stop thinking about that depressing stuff for now and instead enjoy life like there's no tomorrow! 


Ugh Monday, Ugh School