Prologue

"How do you feel ?" he questioned into my ear, sending chills through my whole body. I stared at him with disgust and hatred, "Fine" I muttered sarcastically. "WHAT DID YOU SAY TO ME BRAT," pushing into me harder. "Great Daddy," I said weakly as tears roll down my eyes.

Hello, my name is Samuel Thomas and I'm known as the quiet nerd that everyone avoids. And I'm perfectly fine with that, I don't like people poking around in my business. Oh and your probaly wondering who the man on top of me is well he's my Daddy, no I'm not kidding he's my Dad. He'll probaly win an Oscar award for Best Dad in the world by the time... PIGS FLY. He's the worst Dad you can possibly have he gets drunk all the time and continuasly rapes me. Don't get me started about my Mom, she's drunk much more than my dad which I didn't even think was possible but apparently is. And she watches my Dad rape me, laughing her head off... in other words my life sucks, like major sucks. My parents don't pay the bills so I have to work right after I'm done with college, put table on the food and all they do is complain. 'You idiot why didn't you get more drinks', 'why are you such a disappointment to the family?' Disappointment my ash are they talking about me or themselves? I can't even remember the last time I slept, the longest I get to rest is about... 2 and a half hours then I have to go to college. I hope this terrible cycle will change one day even if its before I die because I want to have at least one happy day in my life that I can remember.

Little did I know that was exactly God planned for me...