Chapter 4: " Opening past doors"

*song recommendation Run by Joji because I love him so much and this suites the scenes*

One step, two step, then I notice that the floor start to crack. So I run as fast I could then suddenly everything went on slow motion. What is this? So I turn back and I see wolves coming after me. Then I fall "someone help me" I shout out so loud but all I see are all white then the next thing I know I'm lying in a hospital room. I stand but I couldn't then a nurse gave me a shot and telling me to wake up. I can't move and I feel like my skin is melting then now I'm in a forest and it seems familiar. Wait this is the forest outside Raul's cabin. As I wonder, I see Raul's cabin and I run to it then a girl came out then Raul run after her so I hide as I follow them. "I'm sorry, if I was too hard on you" says Raul who's out of breathing and crying running after that girl. Wait? Who is she? Then someone suddenly whisper "he doesn't deserve forgiveness" then turn around to see the girl we run after. "Don't you remember this?"Then she grabs me and now we're in the center of the road. A truck suddenly hit me but I got out." why did you kill me? Are you happy huh?" and laugh. Everything is so creepy so and I tried to run but some things forcing me to face her."What do you want?" then she start to whine "I want to kill you, I want to suck all your blood and fill you with regret" It frighten me but I have to face all of this "then do it?" and she laughed "thankfully you already did that for me" then she laugh so hard and then her face clear up and then we're here in a funeral."See?" as I walk to the casket my heart is beating and then I saw myself. Tears shred and then I saw a reflection on the casket and it was my sister. Then I turn around "you killed me Claudia" while pointing her finger on me.

"In one, two, three you will wake up" all sense came and I was sobbing and sweating. "Are you sure you want this dream hypnosis?" and I look at dr. Jardal "Yes, but I thought I will go back to my current self but it didn't" "it's okay, at least now you have chance to correct all of those things" and I smile. "Besides, I now understand how Claudia feels but I still don't get her" then Azure look at me with all worry in her eyes "I think it's time you should know her story" Azure said. Am I ready for this? For the truth? Can I give her the peace she wanted and is my heart ready to forgive her? "Oh it's lunch time and you need to open the clinic maybe we should do this tomorrow?" I said to the both gentleman. "Okay, see you tomorrow and hey Ana? Take care okay?" I just nod. So I go to my work and Azure conveys me to the restaurant. As we got there, I can see Levin ghad how do I "Hey were here. Take care see you tomorrow? Okay?" and I just nod and smile went inside. "Who is he?" Levin ask. "He's my sister's friend, and what it is?" "Analia I love you with all my heart, why do you keep pushing me away?" Why does this man have a special spot on my heart? And how could he love me? Ow right I still didn't do those mistake like before. Maybe I should give it a try? Or just push him away for his own sake. "I should really get going now my shift is about to start" then I went in and he grab my hand "I will not stop okay?" and I just smile and went to my work. Why does everybody keep saying okay? I'm not okay, I do not know if I'm gonna be okay for it? this is frustrating it's like going back to the pain. Oh right I went back, Can I do this again? will it make any difference?