Chapter 6 "Letting Go"

The next day was Saturday which means I have no work for the weekend. "Good morning" and then a beautiful smile showed up on my door. "get dress we're going somewhere and bring some clothes with you cause it's gonna be the whole weekend" Azure with his quirky smile. "Are you gonna abduct me?" he replied with "you wish" and then I went up and prepare myself and the things I'm going to bring until I hear a doorbell. I went down and it was Levin, and there was a heavy atmosphere in the room. "What's up Levin?" I ask "the roof" and I didn't know how and what to answer so I just went to the kitchen and get a coffee. And I went back to them and all they did was stare at each other. "Why are you here?" I ask Levin. "It should be me asking to this guy and who is he?" Levin with anger and confusion mix in his face as he stare at Azure. "Look Levin I can explain, Can we talk outside?" but he insisted that it's should not be us going outside but Azure and so he did, poor Azure. "Why is there a guy early in the morning in your house?" He asks while grabbing my wrist causing it to hurt. "Ouch, let go of me" "I'm never letting go if you don't tell me who is he? You whore!" and I just I went slapping him. "I felt so awful hurting you back then but I remember the reason why I did that to you. It's because you always make me feel bad about myself, you always call me names I was never on, you would fixate all your anger to me beat the hell out of me. I want to be out of your life because I know you we're just with me because you felt more normal and better with yourself. You just used me and manipulate me to be something I didn't want me to be so you would feel good about yourself. My mistakes don't you the right to belittle me or define me. You are not better than me, you are more fucked up than me. All this time I allowed myself to feel doubt and pity that's why I stick by your side for sense of direction that are not good. You fucking manipulated me!" And I started crying. "I'm sorry but you did that to yourself, you liked it too! You need me more than I need you." "No! No one needs you. I need you out of my life. I thought I wanted it but in fact it's you who told me I wanted it, now leave my house" and he went out and I've heard some commotion outside so I went out and saw Levin and Azure punching each other. So I run toward them and stopped them "Why can't you leave peacefully Levin? Haven't you done enough? I'm so tired of you!" I shouted in furious. I consulted Azure if he was okay and went inside the house while Levin leave.