The heart Ache.(Chptr 3)

I was all set to go to his pent house where the party was . Wearing a hot black dress , high heels on and a bit of makeup(I'm not a makeup person but it was his birthday so decided to look bomb).The gift I prepared was a limited edition Rolex watch just as he liked a bit of blue and silver it was quite expensive but wanted a remarkable gift.I hopped in my jeep and started driving with a good music feeling happy and excited. I reached the destination my heart was beating faster than normal I didn't knew why but it was different kinda nervous and exciting. I would see very less people and couldn't find our mutual friends I asked someone where is Paul and they told me he is out so will be comin' soon. I decided to hide in his room's closet just to surprise him that his girlfriend is there for him on his special day.So the pent house had a party lawn infront of it and had two floors ,his room was on the second floor. I could hear footsteps my beats started beating faster again . He entered the room but with a girl which I could clearly see from the closet because I left it a bit open to breath in .He was holding her tight they were making out kissing each other and he grabbed her tightly in his arms and pushed her towards the wall and at that moment my heart had a slight panick attack. It was a pain I couldn't express in words I felt devastated and could see our three year relationship just breaking into pieces . They were making out right infront of my eyes and I couldn't believe it but just suffering in the closet as soon as he turned off the light he took her to the shower room and I ran crying , feeling devastated I didn't confront him I don't know why but I couldn't. I got in my car and I was crying my heart out . I don't think I felt so hopeless and broke in my life till that moment. I was having a heart ache , the pain and just the pain. I drove back to my house, got tons of beer bottles and started drinking in my parking space.