The "me" time.(Chptr 4)

I drank all night and cried all night wondering what was wrong in me. I was an business lady and hardly had time to make good friends with whom I could share my this hard phase. Offcourse I've friends but they were in India. At that moment I needed someone right beside me consoling me but I was alone. It was 3 a.m. ,I unlocked my phone and deleted his contact number without telling him that I have caught him in his cheating act. I woke up around 12 p.m.next day all in destructed form , messy hair and mascara all over my face , heels broken. I didn't realised when I slept . I got up as I was laying all night in the parking , got in the house and straight in the shower without changing anything. I couldn't stop the whole act in my mind which happened last night.The feeling was pathetic I was unable to do anything ,the act constantly played in my mind. I questioned myself is this what I get after giving my loyalty to him? I got out of the shower , changed the clothes switched to my pyajamas and got my choco chip ice cream and sat in front of the TV watching a drama web series and enjoying my break up . I realized my phone was switched off .I called my manager and told him that I will be on a leave for like 4 days and told him to handle everything. I didn't knew what to do, with whom to talk about it. It was whole lot of mess in my head. But I knew that not everytime there will be someone to console me for things some fights need to be fought alone.