New little things. (chptr 19)

I woke up and the first thing I did was to check my phone if Nick has replied and I couldn't see a message . I just called him up and he didn't respond to me. I woke up to freshen up and within a minute my phone rang I ran to see and it was Nick's call.

"Why are you not responding to me, what the hell?"

" I'm at your house gate".

" Wait? What! I'm coming stay there". And I just ran towards the gate without any flip-flops.

As soon as I reached there he hugged me tightly . He just hugged me without saying anything and it was a relief that he is not mad.

"Okay now aren't you mad?"

"No Jenna, I'm sorry for acting rude".

"Jeez, you're annoying".

" I know, I got us food".

" Come in now let's have it".

It was a sweet gesture but what I remarked was he was really posessive but he is still annoying.

"Okay let's dig in". I got the dishes and plates for us and we started eating and just at the moment,.

"Jenna I've something to tell you".

After this statement I just stopped eating I thought he would confess I was not ready for it. I couldn't lose him . What if it hurts him ,me denying it? Oh heck I'm in a mess.

"Are you listening?"

"Yes what's up?" I said with a hesitating voice.

" I'm going on a tour . I've my concerts for like 8 days . I won't be here for 8 days".

Ohh Jeez...!! I was shaking . I should really stop overthinking . I'm always misjudging him.

"Oh well, go for it. You got this".

And he kind of gave me looks did he expect something else . Oh brother what should I reply. Did I just reply too cool?

"I'll miss you Jenna".

"I'll miss you too Nick, don't worry you got this".

" Here is my manager's number Jenna if you want to contact me you can tell him. I've told him about you".

" Yes Nick just chill".

" Can I have your manager's number?" Nick questioned.

" But why? "

" Just in case if any emergency".

" Okay".

And I gave him the number he was being protective and nice . He is really caring and warm.

We just went to do dishes in kitchen and he kept his hand on my shoulder saying,

"Let me do it Jenna".

"It's okay I can do it myself". I added

" Leave it I said I'll do it". And he dragged me to the couch and gave me my book to read and he continued doing the dishes.

And just at the moment my phone rang and it was my mom and I thought it was not the right time to reply to it as she would misinterpret it and would loose control or may just flew down to LA to see what's happening so I just texted her that I was busy at the moment and would call her back later. I felt bad doing this but I had to tell her little by little the things offcourse she didn't knew who Nick was as she is not into music but I had to explain her carefully. A while when he was done he came out and just took out the speakers from his back pack which he carries most of the time.

"You want to hear some of my songs?"

"Oh sure".

" This song is called - YOU AND I , I wrote it when I started falling for Jemmy she was one of the girls I dated and she is a famous celebrity fashion designer".

" Oh seems that you write songs on real life experiences ".

" Lady that's how an artist works". And we smiled at each other.

I actually never listened to his songs. Even though he was this great celebrity to other people, he was just a caring, kind and annoying person to me. His songs were really relatable and heart warming. I asked him to give me some of his albums and he also handed over his speakers saying that,

"Keep these speakers and the CD's of my songs they will really help you through stress".

It was the best gesture. These kind things were new to me I never felt so special by someone. I imagined my complete life with Paul I never thought destiny had something else written.

~Sometimes spending time with the right people is so important.