4.) awkward......

(oh my God! i just can't believe what just happened ! how will i deal with this?)

rose thinks while sitting on her seat and gets lost on her thoughts. she is just freezed and pale....

"rose!.... rose!... rose?!!"

dina shakes rose. then rose comes to her senses.

"oh!!! yes... yes! i am listening!"

"rose! what happened to you?.. its time to leave the meeting room!"

"yes.... sorry i forgot"

"forgot?"

"i mean lets leave."

rose and dina gets up from their seats and starts moving towards the door.

as soon as rose is about to cross ryan who is talking on phone near the door. ryan hangs up and begins to notice rose.

rose on the other hand does not want to start any conversation with ryan and her focus is to move out.

(oh damn! i don't want to start any conversation with him i just want to move out!!)

"miss rose!"(ryan said formally)

rose looks blankly at ryan without making eye contact.

"ye- yes!...sir!"

"i have seen your reports of last few months and those are incredeble! even miss shiza has also told me a lot about you!"

rose continuously tries to not to make eye contact with him.

"so based on your report your designation will be allotted tommorow!"

"what? why?...i mean uhhh nevermind!"

(i just can't stand him is so proffestional in hiding his feeling uh! ..when i will be able to move out from here why he is talking to me , i am becoming sweaty because of my nervousness)

"let's go! dina"

"miss rose! why you are looking so worried?"

"no- no! it's nothing .....its just i am not feeling well!"

"oh! then you can take medicine from the pharmacy then!"

"yea- yeah i will! lets go dina!"

rose and dina moves out of the meeting room.

"hey rose? what happened to you ? why you were in such a hurry while talking to mr ryan?"

"nothing ...its just that i dont like talking to new people!!"

"come on! is that ....you got a crush on him??"

"SHUT UP ! why would i think of that!!" (rose shouts)

few people around rose starts to stare her.

"i- i mean it's not like that....i just have anxiety!"

"ok then lets go to our compartment then."

"yea!"

rose sits in front of her computer and starts working... while working various thoughts starts to come across in her mind..

(oh damn! now what to do? ...i just thought that i will try to forget him but now!! ughhhhh why!!)

at evening when rose is heading towards her home.... by walking. she hears a honk of car... a big black stylish car which is slow ... and stops next to rose. then the glass moves down from the window. it was ryan.

"miss rose! why you are heading home by walking??"

rose was surprised on seeing ryan.

"ac- actually my house lives next office!(said with anxiety)

"what??" ( ryan said confusingly)

"i- i mean my house is just very close to office!"

"oh! nevermind.... let me drop you then!!"

"no! no i will just walk to my house its not a big deal i always do that!"

"miss rose! .. but today you were not fine remember? ..and it's the responsiblity of a leader to always take care of his employees ..in order to make them work well!"

"yeah! sir ..i am really alright! i can-"

"miss rose now this my ORDER!! come inside!!"

( i just can't go against him ... seems like i HAVE to go inside uhhhhh!)

rose goes to sit in the car.

there is an awkward silence in the car no one is breaking the silence....rose tends to looks out of

window .

(uhh!! this is so awkward ....why he is doing this i jus-)

"miss rose ! i think you are avoiding me! as a boss i should know that whether there is something which is making you feel off from work!"

"no! there is nothing!"(cause the reason is YOU!)

"you can share your opinion miss rose!"

rose becomes silent for a while then replied

"ryan! it is-"

"mr. ryan!!" (ryan said to remeber rose that they are talking formally)

(rose in mind)-(what was i about to ask him? about.... that night!! uhh why i forgot that he is my boss right now!!!....seems like i got carried away!)

"mr. ryan i wanted to ask that my designation will be allotted tomorrow only?? .. i mean there not be any further delay! right?"

"oh! miss rose sure you will be allotted your designation...there will not be any delay!! by the way i have to take left turn from here right?"

"yes! now stop here this is only my house!"

rose tries to remove her seat belt but is unable to pull it off.

"uh! it's so tight ...very hard to remove!"

then ryan comes close to rose . and rose makes an eye contact with him

(what ? he is so close now !! oh my god i can feel his breath its soo warm but why is he looking at me? why is he leaning on me?...wait what his hand is now after me?? should i close my eyes then?? ..yes i should! oh my god he is horrifying and breathtaking at the same time)

then ryan whispers to her ears "miss rose you know you don't need to worry! ....we will be proffestional to each other!!"

then ryan removes rose seat belt.

"miss rose! why are you closing your eyes?"

"no- nothing !" (starts to grab her purse)

"you are still as clumsy as then!" (ryan said)

then there was an awkward pause in the car again listening to that she tried very hard to control her feelings....and gets off the car as soon as possible..where ryan had a cold expression on his face but he also looked a bit sad....

then rose starts to move towards her house without looking back a single time and ryan left.

(what was that? seems like he still remembered it ! but it is of no use it doesn't matter that i like him ...he is now my ex.. and boss ...but it is soo painful to see him.. he is not now what he used to be he was never this cold...seems like i need to search another company to work to cause... i don't wanna work there where my boss is my ex..but i need to work this month .. cause i have to send a good amount of money to hospital for mom's treatment.. god it is very painful for me ...please help me!!)