Unending Cycle

Earth is crazy, a despicable place

Living life in an unending cycle

Every 6 months repeating this phase

From being happy to wanting to be shot by a rifle

God, I feel like such a disgrace

Maybe I should end my life and leave this place

Go to somewhere happy and safe

Hope my soul the Lord to save

But I know my death would be in vain

No one would care... just sayin

Whatever I'll be better in about a month

If not I can always cut

Cut the pain away

Leave the tears for yesterday

One day maybe I can break this chain

And be free of this repeating phase

I want it all to end

Does my life have any purpose?

God, I'm so close to throwing It all away

I'm closer than I've ever been, is any of this worth it?

Can't I just call it a day

Please my hand is shaking

I don't want to repeat this phase

Because each time I'm so much closer to breaking

Well, when I decide to finally break

I'll make sure I'm alone that day