Violent Words

Sitting by myself in a dark corner

It's clear to see I'm certainly a loner

Generally I'm by myself and ignored

Only spoken to when there's no one else and you're bored

When I'm confronted by something that's hard for me

Im hit with a cold dose of reality

Im told to speak up for myself

But you don't mean to you, you mean to everyone else

When I say what I feel and my emotions

It just stirs up a crazy commotion

All this trouble isn't worth the pain

Of trying to get it all out, it's only loss no gain

It's so much easier to just stay quiet

When all your words are just so damn violent

Im so numb inside from holding it all in

Letting the crimson tears flow so I can feel at least a little bit