Chapter 3 Inside My Head

The Other day when I'm talking about my dream with my friend he said "you haven't experienced the true fear" I was like "what the hell? That wasn't considered extremely scary?" For me it was the first time I experienced it and he just said that I haven't experienced the true fear? I was so scary that time, that I can still feel the lingering sensation of that girl hand. That thing won't disappear in my head because I can saw her face when I was in the dark alone. I feel like someone was staring at me. I was always hallucinating about her standing in the corner of my room, and I can't afford to sleep because I feared that she might appear in my dream.

But at that night (TLN The Second Night) when I'm about to sleep I tried to empty again my mind so I won't remember her and I been thinking of some good stuff so that I completely forget her, and I don't quite remember what happened next, and I just fall asleep. I dream of something again. I saw the couple again but this time I tried my best to avoid them, and I was in the hallway I try to walk opposite from where they are but I can't reach the end of the hallway it feels like so long but it seems like they didn't move at all but I've been walking for so long. It feels like I'm not walking at all or the hallway is stretching. That time I know that it will happen again or something is going to happen again then I tried anything's I tried to run, to jump while running and other crazy stuff just to get away.

But the sad reality is not even a single thing from all the things I did work. I don't know what will I do anymore then I look at my back that's when I realized she is not in there I think my heart rate that time increase to the point that it will explode from any moment. My sense heightened, I can hear any kind of noise but the strange thing is not even a single noise I can hear, I can feel that something is behind me but I can't afford to look back. Then the lights start's blinking I thought that she is gone again so I look back. But then I saw her face again to the point that I can see her pale skin but I noticed that something is strange this time. She have a mouth and I was shock when I heard her scream. It was so loud that I can still hear it when I cover my ears then I heard the glass breaking and the lights suddenly turn off and it's stop from blinking I thought that it was done, and I'm so scared that I'm going to cry because I can't take anymore.

Then the lights started to work again and I can't see her anywhere. I really want to wake up that moment because I'm so scared and I can't take it anymore. I'm so dizzy to the point I can't walk straight properly. Then I used the wall so that I can keep walking. I don't know why I'm walking but probably because I want to get away from that place. I want to go somewhere safe. When I think that I have travel enough and I can now walk properly I started to run. When I'm about to reach the exit she is standing there as if she was waiting for me. I'm desperate that time that I can't think clearly.