Chapter 6 Inside My Head

She was in the top of my body again. I now know why I can't move because she was in front of me.

I can feel the beat on my heart getting stronger and louder I can't hear anything I was in despair.

Then she open her mouth. I also didn't realize that my mouth is also open that time. I thought she is going to scream or say something but I can't hear. That moment are make me crazy. Then she is sucking something I don't know what it is. I can't see it clearly. But my body is getting weaker and I suddenly feel a Intense pain as if she is sucking something out of me. I can't break through. I can't scream. I have no strength. I don't know what to do. I struggle and struggle. The pain. The only thing that I can think of is "it hurt's!" "it hurt's!" "it hurt's!" "it hurt's!" I'm in pain.

"Please stop!" That's the only word I can think of I can feel the tear's falling down from my eyes. I can't tell anything that can compare to what I feel that time. But I think it was close to burning your body alive. I casually close my eyes as if this is the end for me. I thought I'm going to die that moment. All I can do is cry and think of the fun moment that I have done while I'm alive. I said to myself if "I have long enough?" "Is this all going to end like this?" I have so many question and I can only think of one thing "if I have never met that girl this shouldn't have happened" "I'm not suffering right now" "if I don't just intervene in their conversation this wouldn't have happened" I have full of regrets "if only, if I only didn't touch her that time" "I can sleep peacefully and comfortably right now".

I don't know why but I was smiling that time probably because I had fun even though it was short. But still I had fun. I want to do more things and I thought it was unfair but probably I deserved it "I was wondering of how my family and friends will react to this?" "What would be my cause of dead?" "Is it because of Nightmare?" (TLN My aunt died because of Nightmare) I don't know if we had a curse in our family that we are going to die in nightmares.

Time passed and I didn't realize that she's not there I didn't feel any kind of pain anymore I thought that I was hallucinating that time. But the pain was so intense to the point that I can still feel it. I immediately called my friend and tell them the whole story I told them that I have been suffering for six Nights. They told me that I just have experienced "Sleep Paralysis" the thought of it makes me remember of what he said five days ago that "You haven't experienced the true fear" I had a goosebumps all over my body and I told myself did that just happen?.