Chapter 7 Inside My Head

I been asking myself if this is really happening. I don't know this is reality. I been asking myself if I did something in my previous life to deserve this but I'm not probably the only one who is experiencing this maybe someone out there is having a hard time because of nightmare. I tried to find answers through internet but I didn't find anything.

The night comes again and I know what will happen again but this time I don't know if this is a terrible thing or not but for me it was. (TLN Seventh night) I didn't get any kind of dream nor nightmare it was so strange because I have been experiencing it for like six day/night in a row. I was wondering if did she really just vanished like that or she just stopped visiting me in my dream. I don't know it was already 3:00am (TLN I woke up because I had a habbit of waking up in the middle of night) they said that 3:00am is a active hour for a ghost or any kind of spirit. I started imagining things again because of that I can't get any sleep because I'm scared.

It's 3:55am in the morning and I didn't get any sleep because I was afraid. I just let the time pass until I fall asleep. This time I had a dream I was watching T.V. (TLN Television) I was enjoying. I had fun of watching things. Then suddenly the T.V. or the program showed in the T.V. Stop and something was written in the monitor. When I'm about to check what is written I saw myself. I was laying in my bed sleeping and there is someone beside me. I tried to touch my body but my hand just went through it. Then the guy beside me look at me. He had a white circle eye he don't have eye balls and he was sitting besides my body as he look at me. His body is like a shadow.

The black guy spoke to me. He said "Can I have your body?" I want to reply but nothing's coming out from my mouth I can't even say a single word nor hear my voice. I don't remember what happened next but he said a lot of thing and I'm already lying in my bed that time (TLN I think I pass out again) it was already morning and I can hear my mother cooking but the guy is beside me. He is still sitting there and saying something that I can't remember. Then he said something again. He said "Can I borrow your body?" That time I know what will happen if I let him but I think that I'm under a spell like I was hypnotized. I can say something I have no strength. I want to kick anything so that my mom can hear me. I'm getting dizzy again but I tried to shout. But nothing's coming out from my mouth. I can see his hand coming as if he was going to take my body. I was so scared that time I don't know what to do anymore. Then he said something again if I remember correctly it was "f*ck! I messup!" It was as if he didn't want it also and his approach is different from the girl in my nightmare.

My mouth suddenly move I been shouting the whole time, and my mother thought that I was psycho because it was so early in the morning I didn't realize that he is already gone, and my voice slip and I shouted so loud that my mother creep out because of my voice. Then I told her what just happened to me. Someone tried to possess my body and take over it.