I need you Alexandra (her pov)

After he disappeared into the bathroom I can't help but get lost in thought again. Why doesn't he treat me like the others? Why does he make all those comments about me? What the heck did he mean by they were good people? What if he hiding? Why can't I remember? Everything from my past is a blur. Why am I here? Never mind that I'm so hungry but I don't want to disturb Master Angelo... But when he is near I hear his blood running throughout his veins and I get to thirsty to taste his blood once more. Should I ask? As I sit on the bed thinking about everything I hear Master Clear his throat, "Mhm", when did he even enter the room. I hear him ask, "do you want um.. some clothes to wear besides the nightgown?" Remembering what happened earlier I look away and quietly say, "yes please master angelo". I watch as he calls a maid to bring me a dress. I should be out there like them so why aren't I? He confuses me so much. I watch as he makes his way to the bed and sits down. He seems like something is bothering him and has a sad look in his eyes. I hope I didn't scare him away. "Alexandra" he said softly, "about last night... I really am sorry about what happened." I didn't expect him to bring it up again, I can't believe he held me in his arms like that. I could get used to that but I know it won't happen. I hum quietly not really wanting to speak much on the topic. "But at least I was there to get you huh", I hear him say as he winks at me. His lips curl up slightly in a smile, he's trying to make me feel better. Him and his cockiness, he probably uses that on the other girls. To think about it why is he wasting time with me when he could be with the other girls he was talking about earlier... We hear a knock on the door and Master Angelo makes is way over and retrieves a dress from the maids hand. "Come here Alexandra", he says calmly and I walk over to him. He says, "Put this on", so I take it to the bathroom to change. I slip the nightgown off and shudder and the cold air. I take a look at the dress he got me and my eyes widen. As I pick it up and put it up to my body I look in the mirror with awe. This red dress is beautiful, why has he given this to me? The v-line plunges down but nothing enough to reveal everything. I hope it fits me well, he never asked what size I am so he probably guessed, with that thought my face heats up a little. I slip the dress on and pull the thin strap over my shoulders. The v-line shows off my collar bones and chest nicely, it hugs all of my curves and flairs at the end. I look around for the comb I used last night wanting to complete the look, and brush my hair quickly. I take a deep breath and walk out to the room where Master Angelo is still standing. I watch as his eyes rake across my whole body and face, as he takes in every detail. He says in a low voice, "The dress suits you well, however are you not hungry Alexandra?" I nodded my head shyly and look away. I'm glad he asked because I did not know if I could wait any longer. I feel my hunger start to take control and try to fight it as my ears pay close attention to his heart beat and the blood coming to and from his heart. He says confused, "Why have you not asked me for blood?" I look away embarrassed to answer his question. I shuffle my feet not wanting to look at him and say, "I didn't want to disturb you master Angelo", he sighs as if he is disappointed in me, I just didn't want to disturb him. "Come here" he says as he sits on the edge of the bed. When I hear him say that my heart skips a beat and my hunger takes control. While walking towards him my eyes glaze over as I am not in complete control again, his blood is addictive to me as breathing is necessary to people. I push him back on the bed and climb on top of him straddling his lap. His eyes widen and I am shocked at myself however I am to hungry right now to care. "You must be hungry", he says mockingly as I lean down towards his neck. He says, "Feed Alexandra" reassuring me it's okay. Hearing that I quickly sink my fangs deep into his neck hungry. I hear the blood in his veins and drink uncontrollably waiting till my hunger is satisfied. His blood has this sweet taste I long for everytime I hear his heart beat. As I start to regain control and realize the position we're in I jump back in shock. Immediately my face drains of color embarrassed for my actions, "I'm sorry master Angelo I couldn't help myself." I watch scared for my life as without a word he gets up and walks towards me never breaking eye contact. He draws closer and I back up hoping he won't punish me. As I walk back I feel my back hit the wall and I can't move anymore. Should I run for it..? As if he knows what I'm thinking his arms raise on each side of me and he leans down and whispers in my ear, "Help yourself all you need Alexandra, I will never stop you my love." I hear his blood once again and his racing heart and I can't help myself. I sink my fangs into his neck and wrap my arms around him wanting him closer to me. The sweet taste of his blood and the feel of his soft skin against mine makes me moan in delight. I sink my nails into his back needing him.. all of him. He picks me up by my legs and carries me to the bed laying me down, while being on top of me. Do whatever you want with me Master I need you.. all of you right now, I think to myself as I drink his blood. This man is intoxicating, everything about him is addicting. Just then he whispers something I never thought anyone would say to me, "Alexandra I can't control myself with your." What does that mean.. what does he mean by this he's confusing me. I stop and look at him, "Master Angelo... what do you mean?" He quickly gets off of me as if he remembers I am nothing but a mere slave... "Nothing Alexandra..", he says sadly as he looks back at me with a blank face. He looks bored of me, what did I do wrong? "I have business to attend to in town and your coming with me. I look at him dazed, confused to what had just occurred. However I answer him, "yes master." "I need to get ready so stay here", he quickly gathers his stuff and scurries to the bathroom. Why did he seem so sad like I just killed the only love he'd known. What did I do wrong... Is it because I'm an inexperienced, average looking, lowly slave. I know he can't feel for me in that way.. but what the heck just happened. I guess it's best if I just brush it off just as he did and get these thoughts out of my head. He can have way better anyways.

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§ People have been saying the chapter need to be longer and I agree. I will start making the chapter longer so they extend either half a day or a whole day. I've never written anything before especially not for people to see and read. Thank you for supporting me and reading. Please comment advice and tips so I can better myself. I wonder where or to be more precise WHO Alexandra will end up with In the end. §