Cami_Ada

Born in a family that doesn't care about him, studying in a school to get bullied, and to have no friends at all. No one can doubt that Kean lives a miserable life. Until he found happiness in a place that doesn't exist, a place where his mind have created, a place where he can be happy. The Euphoria he created for himself.

The Euphoria He Wanted (Completed)

I was still happy when i got back home.


The smile on my face was still there. And as Sean saw me, he got weirded out by my face. "Dude, what the hell's with you?"


"Tch. Brat." I quickly went to my room so that Sean can't bother me or ruin my mood.


The thought of seeing Christa again excites me. It made me wonder, what are we gonna talk about next time? Can she introduce me to her other friends? Or should i ask her to teach me how to play the guitar?


This exhilarating feeling caused me to burst out in tears once again.


I never felt to be treated this kindly.


Everyone was always so rude to me. Jack on the other hand always beats me up and humiliates me.


This is really the first time a real person was so nice to me... but Sasha, even if she's not real... i'll never forget about her. And speaking of Sasha, these past few days, it was kind of sad that i couldn't dream of her.


"Hey, it's time for dinner nitwit!" I heard Jean called.


I went out of my room so i can eat dinner. While all three of us were eating, Sean and Jean were talking about women and stuff like they usually do. "Can't you stop bringing home guys to fuck? It disgust me." Sean said.


It seems like i was wrong. It was about Jean being gay again.


"If i do that, would you replace those toilets?" What?


I have no single clue what they were talking about.


"Tch, no way! What about this guy?" Sean pointed at me. "H-Huh? Me? A toilet?" I asked.


Jean just laughed. "I was just joking! I'm not interested in incest, hahahaha!"


Nevermind, i just continued to eat and pretend not to hear them. They always talk about disturbing stuff i don't understand. Not that it's not interesting, but i just think i'm too young to hear those kind of things.


After dinner, i quickly went back to room. I was hoping for a bit that i can dream of Sasha again. "Sasha, please let me see you again." I whispered as i lay down on my bed and slept.


"I'll look after you~" i heard her singing.


I opened my eyes and found myself sleeping in her couch. Sasha was sitting on the sides ot this couch and she was singing with a smile on her face. "Oh... i'll look after you."


She noticed that i was awake and greeted me. "Hey, Kean. I missed you!"


"I-I missed you too!" I told her. I felt a bit flustered for a moment, but i really did missed seeing her.


I'm finally back to this wonderful dream.


Her hands caressed both of my cheeks, "Seems you've gotten a little chubby."


"Well, i kind of practiced peeling some fruits and vegetables, so i also ate some of it."


"Hahaha! Wanna take a walk outside?" She offered. I stood up and grabbed her hand. "Heck yeah, come on! Let's go!" Then i pulled her out of her house.


Damn, i really did miss her and this place.


A Smile That Can't Be Erased