I Don't Care Anymore

While Sasha and i were trying to fly the kites we made, i stopped in the middle of us running.

"Is there something wrong, Kean?" Sasha stopped as well.

I suddenly don't feel so good. When i was about to answer Sasha, everything turned black once again.

Everything disappeared.

"What the..."

"WAKE UP!"

"A-AGH!" i woke up from a hard punch i received on the stomach. Then i saw two of my brother's inside my room. "W-What..." crap! That punch could've killed me!

"We've been waking you for half an hour! Get your ass up and eat breakfast." Sean said, and walked out of my room.

Jean surprisingly messed my hair and said. "Hurry now, you haven't had dinner last night. You should eat." Has he gotten soft?

This wasn't really the Jean i knew, so i said. "About last night... i'm sorry. I didn't mean to be like that."

He just chuckled. "It's fine, now get up or Sean might kill you."

"Y-Yeah!"

It feels weird that they woke me up like that. Are they really starting to care for me?

That thought made me laugh, as if.

When i had to eat breakfast, my mind was running on a lot of thoughts. I've been finding reasons now. Reasons to get up, reasons to go to school, reasons to study, reasons to be desparate of getting friends, then reasons to keep on...

Is it strange that i... i just don't feel anything anymore?

Like i don't care about anything anymore. I kinda feel numb right now, i mean mentally, but physically my stomach was still hurting like hell.

"Hey weirdo, i think i saw you yesterday..." Sean began to talk to me.

"Uh, what do you mean?"

"You were uhh, yeah! You were with that girl yesterday!" Does he mean Christa?

"You mean Christa?"

"Yeah, whatever her name was." I just said her name.

"What about her?" I noticed Jean was just listening to the two of us while eating. "I dumped her yesterday morning, then i saw you with her. Are you guys dating now?"

Sean dated Christa!?

N-Not that i care but that was so unexpected. "Is that why she was crying?"

Sean smirked. "Gee, i don't know. But what i'm actually trying to find out here is that you like left-overs, don't you 'lil bro?"

I could've been mad at him but, "No, we weren't dating. She's just an acquaintance." I told him.

Sean's grin vanished and he started to looked pissed off again. "Bummer."

After breakfast, Sean and I took the bus to school while Jean going to his college in a separate way. And coincidentally, as we got off the bus, Christa was infront of us. Her eyes were fixated on Sean and she really looked hurt.

I just watched the two of them making a scenes.

Christa began crying, "...y-you said you love me!"

Sean looked pretty bored, he must've been used to this by now. He dated a lot of girls after all. "Yeah, i did. But now i don't." After that, he brushed her away and left.

She just cried there feeling so... pathetic. And as our eyes met, she looked like she was asking for some help. But i just smiled and left her too.

Like i said before, i don't care about anything anymore.

- to be continued.