After months of being with Sasha, i finally realized my feeling and further fell for her. She was my first friend, she did everything to make me happy, she made me realize that there's something good about existing, and that...
"... how do i look, Kean?" Sasha asked as she stepped out of her room.
She was wearing a white dress, and had a soft touch of make up on her face. It made me smile seeing her like this.
"You look so beautiful, Sasha." I answered.
She blushed and looked the other way, "Geez, you flatter me too much."
"But it's true! You look so beautiful!" I said and walk towards her to hold her hand.
"Well, you too... you look handsome."

"Thanks, haha!" I laughed a little, seeing Sasha a bit embarassed is really cute and funny.
As we both stepped out of our house, the altar we prepared for ourselves were already there waiting for us. "This is it, Sasha. Do you have your vows ready?" I asked her.
She giggled and showed me her paper. "I'm not really good at memorizing stuff, but you don't mind if i just read it there, right?"
"It's fine! I haven't memorized mine either.... hahahah!" We both just laughed.
And as we placed ourselves on the altar, it felt like all of this was meant to happen. Like everything we've done and prepared for was really going to happen, and it feels so wonderful and---
"Kean, don't cry, aren't you supposed to be happy for this moment?" Sasha asked and wiped the tears on my eyes that were about to fall. "Y-Yeah, but i'm just... i'm just too happy!" I told her.
She laughed a little, "You're such a crybaby, Kean."
"Hahaha, i know, sorry about that." I said.
Then she cleared her throat, "I'll be reading my vows now." She told. I just nodded and listened to her.
"For all the times we spent together, i've never been happier. You were unexpected but you were the best thing that ever happened in my life. I promise to always be by your side, i promise to always make you happy, and i promise to treasure every moment that i've spent with you." As she was done, it was already my turn to read my vows
I brought out my vows and read it clear to her. "All my life, i thought i'd never be living a life that can be so wonderful. Sasha, you brought light to my dull world. You made me the most happiest person to ever live. You... you're my everything! My friend, my happiness, my love... everything! So i promise to live the rest of my life with you. I promise that we'll be together forever and fulfill every dream we have together."
Now both of us were in tears. Sasha ran into my arms and hugged me tightly. "I love you, Kean."
"I love you too."
I held her face, closed my eyes and came closer to kiss her on the lips. All my life, it never have felt so blissful like this moment.
As i opened my eyes again, everything disappeared. Everything that i ever wanted, everything that i ever loved, it all disappeared! "SASHA!!!"
- to be continued