Losing reason for love

A warmth enveloped my body. I felt the delicate hands resting on my body before I could even open my eyes, after resting so much. My blurred vision was gradually settling, awakening my mind and revealing a new day. Before I moved, I turned my eyes to where I felt that warmth, that comforting stroking. I saw the familiar pale hands resting on my waist and legs, lower down, that intertwined with mine.

I removed my hand gently, so as not to disturb my bedmate and let him rest longer. I got out between light movements of the bed and managed not to wake him. Pharaoh's serene face betrayed his tiredness the night before. I didn't judge for less, I knew how hard he tried to make it magical. I couldn't even notice much of her face, because the rest of her body was very flashy and attracted my eyes to her nakedness.

Exact. Pharaoh didn't even bother to get dressed after his bath. He accommodated his body behind mine and was just enjoying my warmth, with only his skin. I untangled my eyes from his deified image and guided myself, grudgingly, away from his body, into the bathroom. I wanted to wash myself before starting a new day, even if I didn't want the fragrance of Atem's body, which had been impregnated on me, to come out. It was so good.

I stepped into the shower and let the drops of warm water wash away all the lusts experienced yesterday. I put a new fragrance on me, leaving Atem's for himself - or for me, only later - and leaves the bathroom. The biggest one was still sleeping, so I changed quickly and decided to leave the room for coffee. I was more than hungry. Strangely, a hunger still remained in me, in any sense that could be interpreted.

I walked up the stairs, jumping and went directly to the kitchen, leaving behind the figure of my grandfather who also had not noticed me, since I had my back. I looked for something to eat and brought a pancake on the table to my lips and opened the fridge to get some juice. With the glass and the pancake already bitten, I guided myself back to the living room, where my grandfather was still on his back, looking at the screen of my cell phone.

I frowned. My grandfather didn't mess with my stuff, so I didn't know why I'm curious about the device now. I called him then, and he turned with a funny expression, and showed me his cell phone.

- Good morning Yugi. I was just looking at his phone because he was beeping a lot. See what it is, it could be an emergency, or even some news from Kaiba.

- Alright grandpa.

I then took out my cell phone and glanced into my grandfather's expectant eyes, who must not have been able to actually touch his cell phone to find out for himself that it was making his beep. I moved over the screen until I saw that they were messages. Téa.

I clicked on the chat more quickly and saw that it sent several messages saying that I would come here. As she didn't get any answers from me - permission to come - and from what it seemed the matter she was going to address was a bit urgent, she decided to come without my answer. I sighed and told my grandfather that it was just Téa saying he was coming home. He was glad and said he would prepare something for her to eat. Yes, my grandfather was really a fan of my friends.

I smiled and nodded, watching him rush out into the kitchen with a wide smile on his friendly face. I sat on the sofa and kept moving the device, watching the other notifications that I didn't have time to see because of Atem who took me all night. Or rather, at night, the attention and the heart. Without being able to count the time inside my daydreams, the bell rang and I was able to get out of those that pulled me so inwardly over my mind.

I went to the door to answer it and found myself with the brunette, smiling and with fleeting eyes. I smiled at her and gave her a ticket to enter. First of all, I apologized for not responding and explained to her that I left my cell phone in the room the day before and just went to check it out now. Of course, I didn't tell you that I forgot because you had better tasks than checking the presence of the device in my room. Even if Téa was the most likely person I could count the experience from the day before.

I asked her to sit down and tell me what was important to say. She looked at me a little embarrassed and asked if it could be in my room, where my grandfather could not hear. I was confused. Téa was not to ask for many moments alone and I was certainly also curious about the factor of the matter. If it was about the tournament alone, she wouldn't have asked for privacy. I frowned and it was when I was about to agree that I remembered the biggest problem with taking her upstairs.

Atem.

Pharaoh was still naked on my bed!

I immediately denied it, trying to appear natural in the explanation to deny it. Said my room was just a mess and that we could maybe go out and have an ice cream to discuss. She made a disbelieving face and laughed lightly.

- Really, Yugi? Your room is the most tidy I know. I won't call a little mess. I just don't want to go public. It's kind of ... private. I just wanted to tell you. - She pouted.

- But it's just ...- I tried to think of something quickly.

But the girl didn't even give me the opportunity for creativity. He walked off, pulling me by the wrist up the stairs. He laughed and said that I was being paranoid and mean too. A cold sweat started to run down my face. The scene of Téa finding the naked pharaoh sleeping in my bed was unthinkable, and the consequences might be irreversible. What would I say ??? That I had a loving night with the spirit that lives in my millennium? Not even Téa would have so much patience - and sanity - to swallow so many things at once. In addition, this is not how a relationship news occurs.

In an impulse generated by an apparent desperation of these possible consequences, I pushed my body in front of hers and placed myself in front of the door. She looked at me with a confused and a little impatient face. I rolled my eyes from side to side, thinking faster and praying for a good explanation that would make her give up entering that door.

- Téa, is that I didn't tell you what it really was, because I was embarrassed - I said quickly, to justify myself in some way - It was that I was actually separating my underwear so they are all scattered around the room.

It was the most I managed to say. I thought that if maybe it had something to do with my privacy, something shameful, she would understand and turn around. But the expression the girl made to think it was the most failed attempt at an apology that anyone could make. Damn time when Téa could be so insistent.

- Oh well! Stop being silly, Yugi. Oh really. I'm used to these things, in fact I live with Joey. - She said giggling convinced - Come on, come on, don't worry.

She then pushed me aside and opened the door. The thud made me feel a chill from my feet to my head. I closed my eyes. I didn't want to see the girl's reaction. I covered my ears so I wouldn't hear his exclamation when I saw Pharaoh's body. But none of this came. I opened my eyes fearfully when the girl turned to me and smiled, putting her hands on her hips.

- Saw? Your grandfather even saved your underwear for you and you didn't even notice. Worrying!

I walked cautiously and entered the room. Empty. There was no one on the bed. No naked body piece, no sleeping face that didn't know what was going on. No surprise. My room was just there, inside, an awkward silence that occurred after my lie. I smiled without grace and scratched my hair, and Téa just laughed. Internally I was in unparalleled relief. A weight came off my back, but it was replaced by a doubt. Where was Pharaoh?

The brunette sat on the bed and I did the same. I looked at her expectantly, and she sighed slightly to build up courage and tell me the news.

- Good Yugi ... I don't know how to tell you that. In fact, I'm not sure how you will react, but I wanted to tell you because I trust you - She smiled affectionately and then took my hands, gently and holding it in hers.

- It's okay Téa - I smiled softly - You know you can tell me.

She smiled again and then shifted on the furniture and resumed her words.

- Well, after we went to visit Kaiba, I was a little sad about the situation and decided to go out to clear my mind. And then I met Bakura.

- Bakura? - He said with some curiosity and surprise. Bakura was a little lost. He hadn't even appeared at the Kaiba tournament. But this is a little justified, since he tried to distance himself a little from the duels as his spirit of the Ring is fickle and being evil, it makes Bakura go through some dangers.

- Yes. I was also surprised to see him, I haven't seen him in a while, but he's fine. He invited me to eat something and I went, he seemed to want to cheer up and, due to his current state, I also wanted him to cheer up a little. We were talking and that was when I… I don't know, I felt an attraction for him. Perhaps it was our closeness. - She paused, seeing my reaction, which was just to open my mouth more and more. - I don't know what happened to me Yugi. But he looked so angelic that way. I just wanted to take it and defend it from everyone and everything. So that's when he came closer, just in a gesture, but I had an impulse and ... I kissed him. - She ventured, making a face.

- You what? - At this point, my mouth was almost on my knees, I was so open-mouthed.

- Well, I kissed him. I never did anything like Yugi, you know me. But I just couldn't help it ...

- Téa! - I patted the girl's arms and smiled - You kissed the Bakura !!!

- Yes! - She said a little excited, smiling as much as I did - And it was very good.

- What? He kisses well ??? - I asked with enthusiasm, but then I recomposed - I mean ... it's not my business ... - I blushed and scratched my hair, averting my eyes.

- Well, it was very good. He has the skill for the thing! - She said between giggles.

We kept talking for a while. She was really excited about a new type of relationship as sudden as I had never seen Téa have. Well, not that sudden. She has always lived with Bakura, and he is simply a very charming and cute boy. Something that goes well with Téa. Among other details, the girl finally finished reporting and I just listened to her, with smiles and jokes that made her blush and sometimes scold me, making her typical face when Joey does something wrong.

After so much history she asked me about Atem. So, suddenly, without psychological preparation for me to answer something related to Pharaoh. I said the usual, but Téa wanted to know how things were going in relation to our last conversation. About me liking him. I didn't know where Atem was since he mysteriously disappeared from my bed, he could be in the bathroom that I know of, so I wasn't willing to answer anything like that if the fellow spirit was eavesdropping on us. Thanks to an inexplicable luck, Téa didn't even wait for me to refuse to answer her, she just noticed that I had no millennium on my neck and then said:

- Are you fighting? Taking a break?

- No. - Said between a friendly smile - Atem and I are dueling lately, training for the finals, so he has his body materialized. The millennium is inside the Egyptian box. - Said pointing to my dresser at the opposite end of the room, and waiting for the lie to roll.

- So he's better? I remember he was shifting around with you, I was worried, but there was no way I could talk to him. - She said between a little sad pout.

- It's all right. He got better a few days ago. I could explain it better, but I think you better see it to feel better. - I smiled slightly.

- Oh wait. He is here?! - She said a little surprised.

- Haha ha. Well, I don't really know. - I laughed at his despair - What are you worried about? You know that he can listen to our conversation even if he was only in the millennium, so whatever. He already knows your secret Téa. - Said playing with the girl.

Téa just puffed out her cheeks, pretending to be angry and was silent. I walked around the room, looking in the bathroom, but I didn't find the tricolor locks, nor the lilac eyes I was looking for. I watched the white walls and that's when I heard Téa's voice coming from behind. I returned immediately and found her smiling, at the pharaoh who was also smiling. The latter raised the serene orbs towards me and then turned to Téa, who was saying something that I did not catch because he was too focused on Atem.

- Well, you already found him. - He said smiling at the girl.

- I believe that your house is not more complex than my millennium for me to lose myself, Yugi. - Pharaoh said defiantly, smiling with the corner of his lips in his usual posture.

- He was in the kitchen, so we didn't see him. - Téa said smiling.

We didn't even see him. He could have warned me when he passed the room, but he preferred to leave me in despair with the visitor. Finally I approached the two and sat down next to Téa, who was excited about Pharaoh's return. The elder explained to him that he was better, and that something like this would probably not happen again for many years. After all, it was a small slip-up for such an old spirit.

Téa said he looked like an elderly man complaining. Atem pouted, one of the few he sometimes did and I was laughing at the comment. This one that later led me to take punishments, but it doesn't matter now. Having them there with me made me feel full. After all, it had been a difficult week and at least he was finally being rewarded.