Meet Me In My Dreams....
Y/n's POV
I waited for his request as he looked at me ,I looked at him expectant "Meet Me In my dreams " he said as world stopped around me...that song the memories started to flash in my mind.. "Are you sure you want me to sing that song ??" i asked as he nodded smiling "I've been listening to it since the day I was born...its like my real mama is with me ...that song maked me feel like my mama is with me " he said as he looked at the ceiling smiling....Who is he ? How does he know that song ? I mean ofcourse everyone does it's a famous song but why out of all songs he had to know this song..."aunty aren't you gonna sing ?" he asked as he looked at me with that eyes which were like 2 stars shining in the dark night sky...Which were beautiful .
(please play this song Meet me in my dreams by after romeo )
*Won't you come and meet me,
Meet me when I'm dreaming
Let me know, let me know Can you make it*
I sanged the intro as I closed my own eyes memories flashing infront of my eyes...I smiled as i continued
*I'm standing alone under the stars
I'm missing you so hard right now,All the memories
They are keeping me alive,Yeah I've managed to survive somehow*
*And now I'm sending you a message
I hope you're not against it tonight when you
close your eyes*
*Won't you come and meet me,Meet me when I'm dreaming.
Let me know, let me know
Can you make it
Give me a moment
Tonight when im sleeping
Let me know
That there's nothing to fear*
*Just tell me that you'll be there
Tell me that you'll be there be there
Promise that you'll be there be there
(Oh oh oh oh)
Tell me that you'll be there
Tell me that you'll be there be there
Promise that you'll be there be there
(Oh oh oh oh)*
"I miss her " he said as I stopped singing...I opened my eyes as the eyelashes were already wet from the tears that left my eyes unknowingly....I'm remembering it...My baby Again...."I miss my baby too " I said as I looked at him ,he looked at me shooked "umm am sorry?" he said as I wiped his tears "Nothing Am sorry did aunty made you cry ?" I asked as his tears kept falling but I wiped away every drop "You remind me of mama " he said as I smiled "it's because am her sister Jae " I said as he giggled "can can I hug you ?" he asked as I smiled nodding as yes and pulled him for a hug..the little kid hugged me keeping his head on my neck while holding me tightly, his touch made me cry...more....Only if things would have went right..he would also have been jae's age ...I smiled as i closed my eyes enjoying the little moment...I know am doing it wrong..but i wanna be selfish for some time...i hugged him more tightly afraid someone will take him away from me...I don't want him to go away from me....My heart hurts when he calls me aunty...Why ..?
"aunty I will sleep now you also take a rest " he said as he pulled back and wiped my tears hesitantly "goodnight thanks for singing me a song " he said as I smiled pecking his forehead I offed the lights and tucked him in..putting pillows beside him so that he won't fall..I turned around and saw jimin looking at me with worried eyes ,I smiled at him but he didn't returned it...in return he opened his arms...I closed my eyes as I walked towards him..in his arms...he immediately hugged me back "am sorry " he said as I cried silently "why ? why do I have to go through this ?" I asked as I looked at the sky..."why why do I have to lose my child at the next moment he was born ? whyyyyy?" I whispered as I looked for answers in the sky....
"Y/n " jimin whispered as he patted my hairs softly "why must you take away the only thing I had of him with me...?" I asked as I kept looking for answers but no there was no one to answer...my misery was just a misery..."Y/n baby calm down..please " jimin said as he kept patting my head...
Author's POV
Flash Back 3 Years Ago...
21st Sept,2018 At Seoul Hospital.
The baby cried as he came to this world...the mother who was unconscious did heard the baby crying "Congratulations Ms.Kang Its A Boy.." The nurse said as Y/n finally closed her eyes as she was tired physically mentally .....She was relieved that her baby is born safe...No one was there with her...no one she was alone....but now she had him her baby...
2 hours later...
Y/n opened her eyes as she got adjusted to the light she Immediately looked at nurse and asked for her child "nurse wheres wheres my baby I wanna see him " she whispered as her head was hurting badly "Ms.kang please calm down doctor will be here soon " The nurse said as Y/n looked around the room to find the crib herself but no there was none..."where's my baby ???" she asked again but the nurse just looked down soon enough doctors entered and checked her "doctor am fine my baby where's my baby ??" she asked as the doctor looked down "am sorry to say Ms.kang but your child was weak...he had his heart on his right side...and he couldn't make it...he he died" the doctor said as Y/n eyes widened "what what did you said ? ,no no this this is not true.. I I heard him crying myself...he he was fine when he was born what the hell you talking about this is not true " she yelled as she removed her IV's to search for her baby her tears kept falling nonstop as she started walking towards every cabine to search for her baby ....."Am sorry miss but you can't see him " the doctor said "why why not I I wanna see my baby " she said but the doctor didn't Allowed and made her unconscious...
After 1 Week..
With a heavy heart she took her steps towards the door ,the guards immediately opened them as the maids bowed to her...she was looking miserable ..."Young Princess " the head maid said as she stooped the maid "where's my father can I meet him ?" She asked the maid as the maid nodded immediately and took her towards where her father was...The door opened and she saw her father sitting there working on some files "who is it-Y/n ????" the fathers eyes widened looking at his daughters condition "when when did you ? what happened?" he asked as he immediately stood up and gone towards her cupping her cheeks he asked her but she didn't replied "appa I I wanna go away from here my my baby died...the the doctor didn't let me see him .....i i complaint about it but the cops said it was understanding i don't know what to do ...I I wanna go away from here...please send me away...." she said as she broke down infront of her father..he immediately hugged her because she knewed he was the only person who can help her now...it was her father...there relation was bad...but they were still daughter and father....Fathers heart broke watching his own child this much hurt...he never meant to hurt her this much ,he just wanted her happiness he thought that Taehyung was right choice for her...he decied to do that for revenge because he was hurt and sad for his loss but watching his child hurting and breaking like this...he just realised how much big mistake he made....
Flashback End..The Present Time...
Authors POV
The kid closed his eyes tightly as he heard the couple talking and the crying of the women made his heart clenched he closed his mouth with his hand to not let the sobs out...he closed his eyes more tightly if it was even possible 'I'm sorry 'he said in his heart...
Y/n kept crying her heart out ....no one knew about her misery except herself,jimin & her father...She never got the chance to tell jungkook ...she tried to find him but couldn't.....And Now she doesn't want him to know the misery she went from ...she doesn't want jungkook to end up being hurt like she was ...yes the child was jungkook's the only proof of there love which died on the day it was born...which was the reason they were gonna be together...became the reason why they are now and always be the reason of being separate....