Day 114

It hurts no matter how much I try and hurt myself even more, the more I wanna feel like shit. I don't know if it's a good thing or not but I have way too many cuts and bruises on my legs and arms.

Parent huh they still act like a bitch to me, well fuck you too I don't need crappy parents anyways. Who gives two shits about them?

It's pretty hard to write when I can barely lift up the pen due to how much blood I lost yesterday night. I was able to take my moms kitchen knifes without anyone knowing. They are so stupid.

Im not going back to work for a while since Jin told me to not come. I wonder what he's doing?

2013.7.10