Day 115

All my life I was treated like shit. No one there to help me when I fell down or helped me out when I was stuck on something, they would rather help or wanna be friends with Jean Jungcock.

Jimin's POV

Damn I've been at this dairy for hours *I stretched out my arms* //I wonder what people do when I'm gone from this world? Would they cry for me? Hell no they won't\\ Aghh who am I kidding?

Park Jimin!! Get your ass down here now!! *His mother yelled at him. I ran down the stairs faster than the lightning*

Yes, mother? //why am I bowing to my own fucking mother?\\ Do you need me to go get groceries? Clean the house? Cook food for everyone?

Jimin so those chores later I need to take you somewhere so be quiet on the ride you slut!! *My mother got off of the couch and went outside. She got in her vehicle and turned on the motor*

*Sighing in defeat. What has my life become? I don't deserve such awful hatred... but then again I do deserve this in a way, I walked to the car and hopped in the back since no one is allowed to sit in the front.*

*I'll never be enough for anyone... I released that my mother was calling me* Jimin what the fuck?!? I've been saying your name for a while what the hell is wrong with you?! You should always answer me no matter. Don't you remember our contact?!!

*I simply nod //how the hell was I supposed to know that you were calling my name when I'm in my own little world?! Stop blaming me for everything.\\

Get out! *I looked at my surroundings, it looks like we were at a random house but who's?* I'll be back I have to go and get something that I forgot at the house

//like hell she forgot all she wants is me to stay away from everyone\\ *I gave her one more look before I stepped out, the moment I looked back she was gone //why do I feel my eyes soak\\ I looked at my hands and wiped my face //no need to cry like a baby. Pull it together Jimin we just have to hang out in this little house I guess..- Fuck no no no!!! I can't believe it!!\\ I feel around my body //Shit I forgot my diary on the counter\\

//looks like tonight will be fine if I don't think about m-most- no don't think about those creatures try and think positive\\ *I made my way to the doors, I knocked a couple of times but no one responded back. It felt safe so I just let myself in*

//This place from the inside looks a bit torn down but I can manage for a while. I need to get some food.\\ I should go and look in the kitchen. I made my way over to the kitchen and heard some noises. //wtf I hope no one is actually here, I don't wanna go outside in the darkness it would have creepy bugs and spiders eww I hate spiders\\ I open the doors and peeked in to make sure no old-ass dudes were in there with me. //who am I kidding no one would be here...right?