A horror only few know about

after my weird morning experience, I go ahead and make myself food.. but I had Mirane in my head and Alice was just a nuisance, to be honest.

Thinking about what happened to my best friend and the other people inside the dreamworld just makes me sick and I still want to believe it was just a dream.. but reality won't let me do so.. after I set foot out of my house (and threw Alice out as well) I start my walk toward my best friends wife's house... I do hope she can get better even if I have to stay with her for a couple of days.

Alice tried to follow me to her house, but I truly hope that I lost her on my way to the wife's house. I still don't completely understand the entire situation but I'll hope that something will beat this uncertainty.

After arriving at the house I realized that it was pretty quite and even though people were talking, laughing, and screaming on the street I wasn't able to hear it at all.. with a gut feeling that is eating me alive I go ring the doorbell, every step harder than the one before... I wasn't able to think straight when I realized that even though I was at her house.. she wasn't! "I've been standing here for a while now... isn't she home? let's try opening the door" Just as that thought crossed my mind the door flung open and she ran into my arms.

She looked horrible! her clothes were a mess and her hair was greasy and dirty and she looked like she had been crying for weeks or even months! realizing that she might be scared and afraid I planned on staying longer than anticipated before.

"Hey I'll help you get into the shower, let's go and get you clean alright? I say in a comforting and honest tone toward her"

*She just silently nods her head, trying not to cry*

I simply wasn't able to see her like this, I hugged her and she let me help her clean herself and she took a shower on her own. I'm not going to take advantage of her! She is my late best friend's wife!

There was no way that anyone I'd known since childhood will be ravaged by anyone but the man she loves and that's it!

*I look at her somewhat saddened, I tell her about my situation I've had and she tells me hers*

"There's absolutely no way I will not keep her save!" I think to myself trying to simply help her shower and get herself ready.. The next week's and months will be troublesome but I'm here for all of it... but Jesus Christ almighty I was wrong!