prologue

I looked out the window and felt a migraine hit me and blinked twice to focus. The moon was full and at it's Apex ,the dark hour had arrived and my nightmares had begun all over again. I walked out of the boys dormitory and walked towards the girls dorm with one person in mind Rachael ,I had to talk to her, tell her the truth of what I really am, of the monster I hate to be but I am for it was weighing on me that I had to hide things from my best friend ,maybe she would understand and maybe I would have a confidant who I can rely on cause that's what friends are for.

My head feels tipsy and bones weak as I near the door at the end of the large hall, so I hold the wall to my right for support. I turn the door knob and open the cranky door as it moans loudly but not enough for the fifty girls in the room to wake up.

I walk up slowly to the second last bed to my left at the other end close to the window with a cardboard for a window pane.

I look at the angel before me and smile in amusement of her peace and the gorgeousness of her face as I sit next to her and she turns. I brush off the loose hair on her face to observe more of her features and let them sink deep in my head as I tape them into memories, the smile on her face ,she is the most gorgeous creature I have ever seen in my whole life and the seconds she turns from complete Pain and agony to a powerful emotion down my spine. She is the only one of her kind,brunnete hair with hazel eyes and dark brows.

Suddenly my nose feels cold and I feel a trickling motion towards my upper lip and I direct my hand to touch it only to see a crimson fluid on the tip of my fingers and I reconsider my decision and start walking away.

I was halfway to the door when my eyes dimmed and I sat on the bed closest to me and shut my eyes closed for a minute then open them again only this time everything seemed darker than it should and the only light I could see, was on the tip of my eyes, I looked at it to see the luminous light of the moon above me and felt a screeching pain in my eyes and up my nostrils and I find myself lying on the bed close to Veronicah and gasping for breath.