Blurry Lights and Hazel Eyes

It was just a regular high school party. Like usual I was at the back of the room against a wall. I didnt like smoking, drinking or doing other things like. everybody else there but, that night was different. Andrew Daniels was there. No one really knew him. I guess in a way we were similar. We were just some kids from Jackson High. Everyone knew our school as that one rich people school. At least they thought it was, I thought it was. I didnt like living in Oregon. It was all forest and a little town every now and then. It was lonely I didnt always live there. My family and I had moved on my second year of high school. We used to live in Nevada. I liked it over there. It was nice and sunny everyday. Oregon was the complete opposite. It was cold and cloudy most days. I miss Nevada, or I missed. That night would change everything. What me and Andrew did that night no one can ever know. We promised that we'd never tell anyone.

It was late. Kids were drunk. Some had even gone up to the rooms doing well, what high schoolers like doing. I did really care what they did. Neither me and Andrew did. I was getting tired a lonely of all the dumb and reckless things that they were doing. So I decided to leave. I walked down to the nearby park. I looked at my phone. It was almost 12.am. I didnt really care. Neither of my parents really cared where I was who I was with or why I was there. Specially since my father had left when I was a child and my mon had become an alcoholic. As long as I wasnt a pain for my mom I had the liberty of doing what ever I wanted. When I got to the park I climbed up the monkey bars and just layed there. Hust looking up at the stars. I enjoy just looking at them. It felt nice. Almost like if I could just fly away into the sky.

"Hey" a voice said behind me. I quickly got up looking around to see who it was. In the distance I was a figure of a man walking toward me.

"Who are you?!, What do you want?!". It wasnt normal for someone to be up at this time. I was terrified.

"I'm sorry if I scared you it wasnt my intention to do that, I just saw you leave the party and thought you might want some company?" The man said.

It then clicked to me that it was Andrew Daniel's. It was the same guy from the party.

" I thought we agreed not to talk with each other anymore. Someone might see us and they might get suspicious." I replied

"They wont. So why'd you come here? Does it bring back memories" Andrew teased me.

"No. Maybe it does, but it wasnt breaking any rules until you got here. Why are you here anyway?" I said with frustration.

"Relax!. I just wanted to see if you wanted to talk. It been a while and I miss messing around with you"

I looked at him with frustration.

" Now your breaking more rules, but I assume it could be important. So what do you need to tell me now?" I said.

" Was it reckless, what we did. What happens if it happens again?"

I looked at him with astonishment.

"What makes you think that it's gonna happen again?"

He eyes just looked at me with curiosity. Those hazel eyes. I loved those eyes and the way her looked at me with them.

"I just... She...what we had agreed on didnt work. She's leaving town in a week."

His eyes, those hazel eyes started to try to hold back tears. His dark black hair was trying to cover his face so that I wouldn't be able to see his face with shame and regret.

" We both new it wasn't going to work. I told him too you know. He doesnt see me like that. I'm just a child to him. Maybe... maybe it's better if we just leave this here and go home. Last time we talked about something like this.... well..."

I deep down knew that I didnt want him to leave, yet we both knew that it was better if we left. I slowly started to get off the bars. I jumped down and started to walk home.

"Wait!.. Kiara!..., I dont want anything to happen. Just want you to stay the night. I moved out of my parents house. I have a apartment near by. I just... I need a friend. Please..."

His voice had fear in it. His eyes had tears. He knew... We both knew that if I agreed we'd both get hurt more than what we were already hurting...