I'm here for you

I'm on the verge of giving up in life, but thinking what will happen to the people i will be leaving make me re think a hundred times. People living will moved on or go back on their daily lives but how about me. I'm afraid that's gonna be it for me.

I hate this kind of pain in my chest that i know there is no cure. I'm trying to put a smile on my face and hypnotized my self over and over that "tomorrow is another day", "don't give up", "everything is gonna be fine". But who am i kidding "IM NOT OKAY AND I NEED HELP".

But who's gonna help me "NO ONE". At the end of the day all the hardship and struggles im having will be mine and mine alone.

I try telling others the pain i have but a generic response "hey, it's you so everythings gonna be fine", "everything gonna be okay", "i understand but don't give up". Dang! guys i know those things that's exactly the same things I'm saying to my self.

What i want you to tell me is that YOU WILL BE HERE FOR ME. Even a strong person is weak inside.

To the people who will be able to read this.

I'M HERE FOR YOU.

YOUR NOT ALONE IN THE PAIN THAT NO ONE CAN UNDERSTAND.

NO ONE KNOWS.

TEARS THAT WAS AUTOMATIC START WHEN YOU ARE ALONE.

SMILE TO MASK YOUR PAINS.

I'M HERE FOR YOU.