Confessions

Janie lay asleep curled up next to me. Her hair across her face and the look of an angel on her face. Wow. Did that just happen? I had no intention of even going pass kissing her. I leave in two days. How could I have done that to her? She is so beautiful. I just wanted her. To make her mine. Would she hate me?

"Hi. What time is it?"

" 7:30. You can still sleep. What time are you going to the hospital?"

" We have a meeting at noon. He is getting stronger. "

"That's great baby. Listen, about last night. I'm sorry. I lost control and it won't happen again."

" Your sorry? I don't understand. Was I that bad you regret it?"

" No baby, you were perfect. Im sorry cause I took something that you should have saved for the good man you will meet some day. The man who deserves such a wonderful gift."

" Maybe I did give it to the wonderful man I wanted to. I wanted to be with you. It may have been the only time I would get the chance cause you ship out in two days."

" You know about that?"

" Yes. I heard my uncle talking on the phone. He is supposed to catch a ride back to his ship aboard the USS America. That is your ship, right?"

" Yeah it is. So your uncle is going to be on my ship. Got a picture so I can stay away from him?"

We both laughed. When I am with her, the darkness seems to fade. I enjoy looking at her and talking to her. It don't know what this means but I am terrified. She was staring at me with those blue eyes that seem to hold my soul prisoner. I can't think straight when I am around her.

" Will you go to the hospital with me today? Unless you have to be somewhere important. I like you to meet him before you leave, even if he doesn't realize it."

" Sure, baby. I can't refuse you anything. Go shower and get ready. We will go get coffee and something to eat first."

Janie got up from the bed. She never put her tshirt back on after we made love this morning. I couldn't look away from her. She was breath taking. Thoughts of this morning came rushing back into my mind and I wanted her again. I was still naked myself so I got up and followed her to the shower. She didn't flinch when I got in behind her.

I took the wash cloth from her and soaped it up. Then as I kissed the back of her neck, I pulled her close to me. My erection was in between her butt cheeks. She placed her hands on the shower and bent over a bit and instinctively spread her legs to give me a better shot at being inside her again. I washed her front, taking extra time around her nipples and her pleasure box. I dropped the washcloth so that I could use my fingers to lubricate her. Then as she began to say my name, I put both hands on her hips and entered her. She was so wet and tight. I almost came as soon as I entered her. I wanted to go slow so she could feel every ounce of pleasure. Me inside her, the water raining down making her nipples hard as the water fell. I never wanted this to end.

I could feel her orgasm all around me. Her body went slightly limp, as I swept her into my arms. I laid her on the bed and she put her legs around me. I ran kisses all down her cheeks to her neck to her nipples. I had one in my mouth, scraping it lightly with me teeth as I entered her again. With each thrust, I went slow and deep until she begged me to go harder. I felt her cum again as I squirted my seed in her. We laid side by side panting and breathing hard. Janie broke the silence.

" That was a fun shower. Most amazing one I have ever had. Guess its time to get dressed and eat. I'm starving darling."

" We cant have that. Lets dress and eat baby."