Kakashi's Letter

"Kakashis letter is next up and since its next I figure Naruto placed them all in order on who he wants to receive his letters first and who will receive them last" Said Tsunade as she held out Naruto's letter for Kakashi.

Shizune looked at her then at the clock as it read 7:00.

"Shouldnt we wait til tomorrow to call him in?"

Tsunade shook her head "He's taking tomorrow off well team 7 is but I bet he didnt tell Sasuke or Sakura so theirs will be tomorrow."

"Ah" Shizune commented as she put down a cup of tea on the table.

"ANBU" Called Tsunade.

They came and bowed down to her "Get Kakashi Hatake" She replied in a monotone voice.

"HAI" And with that they went off to find him.

Tsunade furrows her brows in thought as she said aloud "Where did Jiraiya said he'll go?"

Shizune looked out the window in direction of Narutos grave "To Naruto."

She nodded at Shizunes answer as she took a sip of tea wishing it was sake but she knows she have to keep sober throughout all the letters.

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"Kakashi Hatake Lady Tsunade wishes to see you." Said an ANBU through a window. Kakashi nods and finishes putting on his clothing for he himself just got out the shower.

About 20 minutes later he heads to her office wondering why she called him.

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"Kakashi Hatake do you know what you did wrong?" Asked Tsunade in her 'Kage' voice as Kakashi was kneeling on the ground.

He shook his head "No."

She stares at him for a little while til she started talking again.

"Did you know your sensei had a son?" She asked.

Kakashi raised his head with furrowed brow "He did?"

'Yes' She nods as she stood up and walked to him.

"He did had a son." As she stopped in front of him "But hes dead now."

At this statement to say Kakashi was confused was an understatement. But he continued to listen in hope that she will stop being cryptic.

But all she did was hand him a peice of paper that was behind her. He stood up and took them from her hands. "Read it Kakashi." Was all she said as she sat down. And so Kakashi followed her orders and read the paper in his hand.

'Kakashi Hatake your father was one I respected for he helped his friends even though he was scorned for not completing the mission.'

Kakashi brows furrowed as he couldnt understand what his father had to do with this letter but nevertheless he continued.

'You said those who break the rules of ninja are scum but those who abandon comrades their friends are worse than scum. Then I must ask Hatake what are you? Your teacher was Minato Namikaze the fourth Hokage he treated you like a son, but what would he do if he knew how you treated his son?'

"Sensei's Son" Kakashi whispered aloud very curious now "Who's his son?"

' Kakashi Hatake I thought you would be different than others but you turned out just the same as them. I was a demon in your eyes to huh? You trained Sasuke and Sakura but not me even when I asked you would say no. And for that I wish I could've hated you but I couldn't and I wont. I forgive you for the way you treated me, dont hurt yourself over what you done to me, dont kill yourself. You must live even if you dont want to think of it as a punishment for what you had done. I just wish we've meet under different circumstances then maybe then we could've been truly Teacher and pupil.'

Kakashi then looked up with wide eyes at Tsunade. He opened his mouth but closed it again.

"Naruto Uzamaki Namikaze was your senseis son." Tsunade said knowing what Kakashi would've asked

Tears streamed out of his eyes as he clutched the letter. "N-N Naruto is dead?" Tsunade just nodded her head "Me, Jiraiya, and Shizune buried him today after he took his life. You said he just wasnt feeling well so you sent him home? HOW COULD YOU CALL YOURSELF A TEACHER A SENSEI!!" Yelled Tsunade as she hit the table with her fist which broke in half.

Kakashi just stood there frozen in horror at what he's done.

'I killed Sensei's son. I treated him like a monster not a student or comrade. I killed him. I killed him' These thoughts kept running through his head as he suddenly took off leaving an angry Tsunade alone in the room.

Kakashi ran all the way to him apartment where he then collapsed to the floor and started whispering aloud "I killed Sensei's son. I could've stopped people from hurting him but all I did was watch, watch him getting beaten and bullied. Watch as he was called names or be beaten by Sakura on a mission. I was his teacher and I failed. I am scum no I'm worse than scum."

He was in pain and misery knowing what he had done to Naruto. He wanted to end it to meet Naruto and say sorry, but he knew he couldn't because this is his punishment first his father died then Obito died then Rin then Sensei and his wife, and last but not least Naruto. He failed to protect them all.