I May Have Ruined the Whole Story...

How I explain how I ruined my whole goddamned story, an essay about how I suck.

I've been thinking about this. Thinking that my story isn't worth writing anymore. It... just doesn't match. Doesn't match and make them... better. It just makes them worse.

For those who don't understand, my story is basically chucking a boring, sociopathic, overpowered character in a fictional world and basically watch around. I don't think its doing so well.

One. Plot. Where's the plot if there isn't a goal in mind? My character (or OC you may as well call it) longs for a peaceful life for being too old. Boooring. Not a lot of action and storytelling I'll tell ya.

And for someone that's literally billions years old, he well as might be smart enough to skip the whole plot.

Two. Excuses. I put the excuse of memory wiping on my character in order to "nerf" him out. So why did I set the character into an OP character? It's like, "oh there's the demon king in the isekai world, and oop- now hes ded" no action whatsoever.

Three. Uneccessary factors. Who cares if F messes around with Mark already? We don't care. If you want to kill him off, then go ahead! I don't know why, but I kinda butchered the Fourth Doctor's image in the RWBY arc just like in the Last Jedi.

It's exactly that. Why did I have to include time travel...

Four. Personality. Mark is a selfish, egotistical asshole. No one likes him. And most people don't like a selfish prick running about how big dick they are and straight up oppressing people they please.

See a woman that's suffering from parental abuse and have no choice to do bad deeds? Shoot 'em on sight. See a orphan? Drop-kick 'em in the face. A cute waifu? Snap their neck.

No mercy. No redemption. No interaction.

Five. Mark is an idiot. As I am unable to explain why he is an idiot, he just feels like one. He's fool. A liar. A prick. An unlikable character.

All I'm saying is that I want to... rewind the story.

I rebooted once in the Cultivation Arc, merely an excuse to get away from the cultivation genre and fit into a more suitable genre, RWBY, but I failed into it. Why? I haven't done my- Yeah I had no effort in writting a RWBY fanfic.

I had no background check, no research, and no effort put so in whatever. I'm in a loop of failure. And I don't like that.

So might as well rewind... the story, again.

Yeah.

Aw fuck.