Have you ever wondered what would happen when you end it all right now? You would die of course.
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Well that's what I wanted.
I was holding a gun to my head, thoughts swarming inside. "You shouldn't do this!!" But I wanted to, my life was already fucked. I didn't even want a savior, nor a knight in shining armor. I saw someone walking up to me, I couldn't see who it was, my vision was blurred. Then I felt that tall figure screaming my name... WTF?
Trinaty: Keano hello!? Say something!!
I rubbed my eyes confused, then I remembered I was still on the phone with my Bestfriend.
Keano: Yeah sorry
Trinaty: That just pissed me off, I just explained what TF happened between me and Montavius and yet you day dreaming about other shit!!
Keano: Okay that's not my fault you date toxic people! (like girl bye -_-)
Trinaty: Whatever, anyway... tomorrow the first day, I'll text you everything so I won't have to waste my breath lol!
Keano: K, bye!
Even though my Bff acts all toxic she was my ride and die, and she just puts up an act lol.
I got out of bed getting dressed to go get coffee, I didn't want my mom noticing me since we got into an argument. I grabbed my car keys and drove off to the cafe down the street.
I didn't get much sleep, everytime I closed my eyes and I drift away, I end up always having the same dream, The tall figure walking up to me, honestly I didn't even let whateva was there get a chance to finish whatever it was trying to do.
I walked inside the cafe to get the coffee I ordered, when I got my order I was walking out the door, until I felt a hard chest hit me.
Keano: Oh shoot! My bad!
I looked up and saw the tall figure stare at me aggressively. What the hell?
Raymond: Damn..
Not only did I bump into him he was pissed (Hot as fuck though).
Keano: Hey, I said my bad.
I rolled my eyes. And I look to see my coffee was now wasted. The mothafucka made me spill my damn coffee!!
Raymond: Look shawty
his deep sexy voice, making me shudder. His mocha colored eyes piercing through mine.
"I'll buy you some more coffee, cool?"
Keano: Nahh I'm good! Bye!
Of course I wasn't okay! He was sexy AF!! But I wasn't worried about men, I was worried about my mental life and of course school! I don't want to make mistakes or trouble anyone.
And that was a waste of money, if I knew he was coming I wouldn't have got my ass up to walk out.. No coffee.